Saturday, December 29, 2007

Cave

It's the first time of my life, first period of my life, when it's so busy.

I couldn't really handle it well.

So please bear with me, to be in my cave during the night.. I need to stretch out.

The study break is over soon, i have to play to the fullest and come back. Sigh..

It's really exhausting!

KTV

Him

He is someone other then Weini that i feel safe to confide about anything to.
I just "loves" him.

Everything we do, we have a common interest.
For one only example, which is EXCOs, he did it before too.
He knows how i feels.

I just hope that he will be a forever friend of mine, if not, i'm crushed.

Friday, December 28, 2007

Chirstmas

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh, it's been some time that i actually sat down and think what am i going to blog.

I'm going to talk about the christmas i had with Weini. :)

We celebrated quite early around, 21st.

First Weini says she's going to bring to somewhere special, in the end we wound up in the Kbox lounge in Cine. Hahs.. and we went mad inside. Singing until both of our lungs out. =p

Hmm, i think i would better not say everything, i'll be killed instantly. =x

Here's some pictures of that day.



Hehs, we are a happy couple! xD
Please don't puke. Control it!!

Now, ladies and gentleman, sit back and enjoy the superstar who sung's at Kbox. xD
Enjoy!

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Camp Euphoric

Whew.. I would say that this two days is a really very tiring day.

It not only sucks the energy out of you, it kills the brain cells too. >_<

I would not complain too much about it since we have already say what we need to during the briefing and thus, just to remind you guys, to take this event, this chance, and make it a LEARNING POINT.

Sometimes we study, we tend to for the sake of the paper, so i do not want this either in the event itself, it's a learning thing that could bring you to your grave, yeah.. so do remembers it!

Just heard what Erny has said, Chee Wei called her almost everyday and she felt obnoxious.

Chee Wei impresses me alot this way, it takes courage and commitment to it to call someone your not close to and further more, everyday.

Maybe it's his way of talking that makes Erny fustrated. Maybe because Chee Wei is too negative and causes the communcation to break down.

Yeah, i just want to mention something Senior Eileen has told me about.

It's about Senior Kamal. On how he manages Phat Night during their days. Eileen says that Senior Kamal calls EVERYONE in his commitee, not everyday but almost.

I was stunned when i heard this, to call people that you do not know much of and the clique which is different, to call them everytime to see how things are going, it's very hard. >__<

Overall, the efforts pays, the event was a success and it extends out to the fact that they overtook their senior's success and make it a better one.

Yep, so Chee Wei, i think you did a great job of trying to make things better.
However, one word of advice, pay more attention to what your going to say, be firm and lastly, try to extend this courage out to every single soul in the commitee. It will be best. :)

Sunday, December 16, 2007

Golden Compass

Saturday, December 15, 2007

Feverish

This feeling is preventing me to work and study well.

I must take a break after Camp Euphoric..

Tsk tsk.

God Dammit

Sometimes in life, you don't always walk straight, in order to go straight, you need take some turns and corner before coming back.

So, can't your fucking brain think that way? Your just a fucking faggot which thinks like an ant.

Why people join some stupid organisations which don't even benefits you? Only to drain your energy and money. Why can't you just go out there and earn some money.

I will just say, your a fucking pathetic asshole. Organisations are not to be compared with money.

If you don't know what i meant, go try it yourself.

For yourself, if you think everyone is a hypocrite, you yourself will turn into one. So fucking take the corners!

Money money money, all you think is the fucking money.

I know life cannot survive without money, but just tune your brains into money money money, your will turn yourself into a fucking asshole. And your are one right now.

Money is the root of all evil. Don't you fucking understand????

I just wish you were just some mere friends that i can fuck it up.

But fuck it. Your not.

It's been a long time since i'm having this fever feeling..

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Andreline Rush

*Pssssst. Guang Yun, are you stress??

Hahahahs.. this is what i make him panic every now and then. =x

Well, you all right now should know that we only have one more event to go, that is Camp Euphoric. He is the game master after all, thats why i always use that phrase to tease him.

Hehs. Right now, i think CE is getting the most stress right now and i would only want to repeat this one more time.

Don't ever try to get yourself stress by saying, :"Damn! SC and Xmas are so successful. Argh!"
Just do your very very best. We will know it.

Oh and another thing, take note of those every little small details, those are the killer.

:) Camp Euphoric. Your next in line. Let's do this.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Xmas Querade

*Snap... *Snap....

Xmas Ooooh ~ Xmas Lahhhhh ~ Xmas Xmas! Ooooh Lahh Lahh!

I think this is the things we never done at the event soo.. yeah. On behalf of them, i took a whole team and the cheer leading going. XD

Have a nice day, Merry Xmas. :)

Monday, December 10, 2007

1st Day

Jingle Bells Jingle Bells...

Oh oh.. sorry sorry. I was being carried away just now. That was a wonderful melody which is only played during this festive season. Christmas.

Xmas Querade have already commenced for the first day and things aren't smooth then expected. Many are to be improved. Sales not hitting the expected level and in addition to all these, a gloomy storm have clouded over us.

Anyway, things have been said and we'll shall see what will happens tomorrow. Things will get better and better i reckon, with me around of course.. XD .. will eventually commence the true Xmas Querade from the 2nd day. lolol

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Presentation COS
Presentation SACP

Well, both went smoothly enough to cover the stress that i'm going through right now. At least, for the moment, i can forget it at least a minute.

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She's getting hell lots of stress right now.
Ulcers popping out like popcorn popper.
Stress given by you,
Get out of it.

Saturday, December 8, 2007

Week 9

-Presentation COS
-Presentation SACP
-ICA Marketing
-ICA MDI
-Quiz RAD
-Xmas Querade Event
-Camp Euphoric Props
-Work

This is what i have to do for week 9. It's the most busiest week of all Semester. CCA, Academics is at the peak and above all, i have to work. >_<

How am i going to juggle up all this together. I will try my best so EXCOs!
Let's try our best!

I'm so so so tired. It's been weeks since i have a full 12 hours sleep. I hope i have it now. >_<
I will just perservere until CE is over and i'll be able to enjoy that! hahs!

路边的野花不要裁。XD
Don't worry i won't!
A Bike for me? Hmmm..

Thursday, December 6, 2007

Let's Do It!

Even though, until today, i still see the repeated mistakes made by them, i will force myself to accept it and go on.

It's only the Friday and the weekends left, so, let's do it! Make it a super Xmas for everyone. =)

She is getting on my nerve already, but hell.. i can't. I owe her too much. =\
I do hope she picks her own up and get back on with me. The journey. =)

I'm so sorry for today Darling, i'm just too tired. Forgive me. =\

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Things Settled?

I guess that the things i've worried for now is counted as settled. I do hope that the things will turn out better then i thought it will be. You just have to pray for the turns of events because i've no confidence in it.

As for i mention GY name today, he seems so "framed". LoL . Sorry brother, your my only person who can shoot without thinking the consequences. XD

Let's Do It. I hope.
Chiong ah. GPA 3.5
Don't talk about it again. I will go to my cave if you do so. (:

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Charlene

After seeing Charlene's blog.. woooh! That's hell lot of courage to begin even typing it! Even though maybe there's some discussion over it, well done Charlene! That at least show that your not a push-over and just FUCK them up man! Hahs! *Thumbs up!

I really really want to start this thrash talk blog but i can't. Not that i'm scared of the after effects, but i'm somehow controlling my temper. I will not be afraid as what i'm going to say will be a HEAD SHOT to you guys out there.

Conflicts over writing in blog is common. I'm not afraid of confronts, in fact i like it. One end you can talk things out over the "topics" and the other end, you may actually bond. Only one consequences, you may end up ending this friendship.

As i'm thinking while i'm writing this entry, i felt that if the thrash talk don't work and end up the friendship. More the better, WHY?

Things won't drag and having the different theories of life going their own life, isn't that good?
Having not willing to compromise each other is also another pointless friendship.
Being friends with motive is a taboo friendship

What's a friend? Eh, Fuck, who you think you are? Philosopher ah? Can lecture ah?
Fuck back to you, i'm having my own theory here, not like it? Just press Alt-F4. ByeBye.

A Friend,
-Compromise
-Sacrifice
-Waste the time on you willingly

To me, you can't fit this criteria on a "friend", you can jolly well get that person out of your life.
Life a cruel example,

In a association,

There is commitment people and non-commitment

-Better nothing to do and stays with the circle
-Give out the best shot in the circle
-No time to be in circle ( work, valid reasons )
-Stay in circle? I would rather go clubbing and woo some girls
-Those people would rather go clubbing? Why would i want to stay in the circle?

I just want to reply to the last type of people i described above. Thoroughly disappointing.
Why not the clubbers you ask? We would know, and as for the people we believe on think this way, really, it sucks.

People i've just really HEAD SHOT if i have, feel free to confront or what but you may have to bear with my short temper abit.

People like James and GY will tend to think what's the consequences first. Well, i'm the sort that will plunge a sword into your heart and hurt it deeply, why? It's for you to wake up.

I'm not those sort like them who will tend to your wounds and wait for it to heal. Sorry to disappoint you.

Well i think, this maybe a tribute to you Charlene. =)
One more thing, next time want to discuss about this post, please let me be in it. I want to know your views too. I'm willing to learn. ^_^

I'm trying to be a calm and nice person, but well, too bad, i can only be their another combination. I just can't stay and see the history repeats itself and then tell people that they did it again. IT'S FUCKING RUBBISH.

It's just like, oh my you killed someone.
Don't do it again.
Then you saw his motive coming again and this time round you wait for him to kill then you can't do it again... you know? IT'S RUBBISH.

Monday, December 3, 2007

Shop-Lah!

Ahhh, it's been the 25th posts and i have never introduce this blog title to everyone, so here it is. Shop-Lah!

shop-lah.blogspot.com is a crappy little blog made by the crappy clown, "Berry" Song Zhi Yang. The idea was opted during the Freshmen Orientation.

Juniors like us were unrefined at first and thus, vulgarities were spouted unneccesarily. Hahs.
Hokkien word such as " Tiam Lah!" was mentioned. In order to look more civilised, i translate it into English, which thus became "Shop Lah!". (:

In Hokkien, "Tiam Lah" means shut up. Therefore this crappy little blog is therefore a place to vent my anger. Shut up and read! XD

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Operating System is a killer. Even Joseph was stuck at a problem he never seen before. Can you imagine when your doing a C# code and the method can't even read the 2nd line without any error? Holy crap isn't it?

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IT2766 2nd presentation falls on next Monday. We didn't even started, i don't know how are we going to finish but hell yeah.. i won't give up with that marks given. I'm a student who aims GPA 3.5 for the end of 3rd year! XD

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However i think the team mates will affect my GPA somehow.
I wonder. How is a club meant to everyone?

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Sunday, December 2, 2007

Network Marketing

"Start early and your free!"
"You will not rich by working under people!"
"Be a rich dad, not poor dad!"


Robet Kiyosaki book "Rich Dad, Poor Dad", had inspired my dad to become under the network marketing business. Well, since he's unemployed, go ahead i say.

Things started well and he started to pull me in. I'm reluctant and he's been nagging me all the way. It's been a few months..

This is some reasons why i don't want:
  1. I don't want to be a aggresive marketer
  2. I'm still young and i certainly can do it
  3. I don't really trust MLM, pyramid schemes
  4. It's Amway, the company which was found guilty once
  5. I can have my own business. Not someone above me!

Amway? Found guilty? NONSENSE!

Trust me, type Network Marketing in Wikipedia and take a look yourself faggot.

"When i'm rich, don't beg me to take you in."

"I once tried to pull you in but you rejected"

I bet you can't get that rich!

This is some criteria that i think we need to strive on to at least be successful in MLM's

  • Stop being a potatoe couch and go out there and find your people
  • Stop being a jerk and people will stop thinking you are one
  • Be happy, always thinks about money brings you to hell

I think all of these links to one thing, COMMUNICATION.

If you think you have that, then go ahead. Sure do look at Wikipedia before doing it. It's not a propaganda or something, just some facts.

Family? Bahhhhs.

"Where's your mum?"
"Oh.. something on"
"Wa, about what? so busy ah"
"What about your dad?"
"Sick.."
"Oh.. ok."

I felt so ashamed to have parents like this. I know you guys will try to defend but, their my parents, who knows better then me?

I would rather try living with my aunt if i have to. I would feel so much better, so much.
It's only a once in a lifetime wedding dinner and you say you have something on. What else can be so important to skip this dinner and take this chance to bless them?

It's not a distant relatives still, it's relatives which we are close to. It's like, sigh..

"Your mum always never come, next time your wedding nobody go."
"..."


Like i want this to happen. It really sucks totally.

"Wa, did you see all those people?"

"So many people came! What a scene."

"Heh heh heh, yeah.. but ber yi (My mum) never came leh"

"..."


Please don't pester me with all thats stuffs?
You want to make money? Go ahead. Don't make me a aggressive marketer too.
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My test week is coming up. I'm trying not to over-stress right now. There's really alot of things to be done now, i will just hope all this will go well and make my year a great year. Never been in my life so busy before, hahs, maybe this is a start of my "life". Hope so!

Monday, November 26, 2007

I don't wanna fail!

Jingle bell jingle bell jingle all the way....

The mood is coming already. The smell of the white icy christmas. What does it smells like?

*ponders..
It smells like.. cookies filled, turkeys.
It appears as a grand festive as everywhere right now is decorated with christmas trees.
Oh! and it's an antcipated festive, why? It's present exchange time! Hahs!

Oh, i want to add another item into my shopping list. It's the crumpler bag. =)

I've not updated so long because i want you guys to remember my shopping list. *grins
If you can't get it at christmas, my birthday is still a right moment to buy it. *giggles

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I will soon be overwhelmed by the difficulty of the module given to us this semester. It's really like the real project out there and it seems so impossible to do it!

This wednesday i will be having my briefing specialization course and if i didn't get logistic.
You will get to see me another year, even if you don't want to. Then, start praying to let me get it! Hahs!

Friday, November 23, 2007

Weak

I must remind myself to do at least 20 push-ups a day.

I'm too weak to do anything! I can't do anything well too!

I didn't say i don't know, i try, but i suck!

Everything needs brute strength, i can't do anything well without the well formed biceps! I must must must do it!

Hahas.. i'm mad, i need motivation. Gahhhhhz ~_~

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It's December already. This year is a drastic change to me. From a slacker to a loyal commitee member. Things changes so much that i couldn't even able to catch it!

However i would tell you, i would much prefer the life right now. Always busy, always tired. It's the life i want. Always doing things to improve and to make history.

Thanks SIT - CLUB to allow me to write in my history book. It's a wonderful page. <3

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Christmas is coming soooo soon and i'm gonna make my shopping-list soon!

Hahs. this is my current list :

Fossil Sports Watch
Plastic Frame Spec
Long Sleeve Shirt (QuickSilver)
Contact Lenses
Nintendo DS Lite (Considering~) Guys, can you make decision for me?
Sony Camera (Considering~) Guys, can you make decision for me?

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This will be such a hefty christmas for me.. Hahs.. i hope i had the money for my shopping - list. *_*

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Why this happens?

This post is M18, refrain from viewing if your underage. Thank You.

"Eh fuck la.. this is hard, im not doing it anymore"
"Wahlao, i don't know how to play lahh, i don't want to play la"

Isn't it familiar to you? Maybe it isn't you but i'm sure, we did that sometimes.

Now and then when people said that, i have this sickening feeling :

"Eh come on lah, i can do it, why can't you?"
"Eh! Come on lah, i'm here to guide you along, can't you just learn?"

GY always tells me, not to rush not to rush. However i can tell you this, i'm not like them, who can go around encouraging people with their utmost patience to change them. I do it with the "Tommy" style. If you can't do it, then jolly well learn.

Actually, it depends on who says that. If it's a common slacker like my old self, i take it with a smile. If it's people who actually have a CCA and it's a event making club, well, i think you should deserve a slap in your face by anyone around you :

"HELLO? WAKE UP MAN. You are not in here for nothing, get your ASS up and work."

One more thing, if you can't appreciate what people is trying to do, please try to. People do things for a reason. Dislike about anything, says it out. Don't show the face, why you ask? Sickening.

P.S I'm just trying to vent my fustration on some other things so.. EXCO, don't better let me hear it. (:

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Things in academic is getting more and more fuck up nowadays. Friends are too slack about doing anything. You can see them just giving on test eventually :

"Come on lah, 5% only, i treat the lecturer lah"

I'm just disappointed in one of my classmate, he just said he wants to change and now, he's more slack then my ever-slacking friends. What is this? Is love going to make you slacker? Sigh.. Feel stress right now. I'm as if tanking the project whichever i'm doing with them right now and i'm scared. I have even gotten a warning letter first time in poly this SEM. I'm afriad!!!

I need to tell myself to wake up and buck up on the studies already. If not, i will be so dead this SEM. Well, things will get better won't it? I hope it will. ^_^

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When Pessimistic Meets Optimistic

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Simple

Yeah, a simple date will do. (:

Today is our first meeting since Sports Champ event and the SDL week. I would say that not everything was as planned, but things were however done as planned. (:

I love to see EXCOs work, when they work, it brings out the profession and the joy out of everyone. However, i would like to have one thing improved. It's the initiative. Sometimes, you don't wait things to happen. You make things happen.

That's why everytime people says, "you have to start the ball rolling"

If we could make everyone who can starts the ball rolling, that will be a neverending of joy and neverending of achievements.

James has somehow exploded today of the mutual respect. Well, for myself, i don't see any disrespect among ourselves but, maybe for him, he sees it. I could only see the initiative parts and everyone is really slacking off.

I know that Xmas and CE is really stress right now about if they are able to maintain the standard of SC. Well, i can tell you that, it's no point worrying things that can't be done. Right now, we should just focus on the small details we had right now and completes it. Then, the event will rise the standard higher than SC.

EXCOs, we can do it. Don't think of SC. Think for yourself. Tell yourself that i can do it. I want to make the event a BIG success. Then, let's do it. SC is nothing!!! (:

Saturday, November 17, 2007

Excessive

"Why you come down today? Tot you forget us le."
"Ah yang!! Wooooooooooooo, ai seh! You're back!"
"Waaa, nice one man!"

This are some heart warming sentences to hear from my childhood friends / Bball friends.
Since Freshmen Orientation started.. i think i've long forgotten that i've them. Friends who are forever there waiting for you to come back and say, "Yang, let's do it. Let's thrash them".
Hahs.. it may seem exaggerating but i just want to tell people out there, how much i cherish you guys and umm, thanks for being there. Helping me to share my problems and keep me fit throughout. (:

Some jokes recently,

Joke No.1

Linux Ubuntu main website :
I need to get the OS system for my module. I went to download from the main website and there is some countries to choose from. Of course, i chose Singapore, NUS.

Download Speed : 1.86kb

I just can't believe it, so i chose Indonesia instead, see what speed i will get.

I got this download speed : 786kb

What the heck?
It's not i want to say Singapore NUS, this tells me alot. hehs..
Singapore citizen get things from Indonesia faster.. isn't it a joke.

Joke No.2

Referred to Sports Champ Event. (Shitty, i can't seem to upload the pic!!)

Well, the event was Fantabuloustic!(Fantastic/Fabulous) hahahaha.

Here's a little joke from the trial i went through.

Background :

We were to gather at stadium on Deepavali and the main gate was locked.

*Beep* Access Denied
Tried pulling the gate, failed. I tried access again.
*Beep* Access Denied

This time round, a indian accent security guard talk through the speaker
"Hello hello, why are you here."
"Oh, im here for trial run"
"It's public holiday you know"
"Yes i know, but im having through this saturday."
"Ohhhhhhh, you try putting your card there again"
*Place card on scanner
"Tell me what it says"
"Access Denied"
"Yessssss~~~Because it's holiday! (Indian Accent)"

This is what happened.. hahaha. Fortunately, we was allowed to get through for the trial that day. Luckily, if not, the event won't be this successful. Thank you everyone who came. Really.. heartfelt ahhhhhhhhh! :)

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Dilemma

It seems you cant take it any longer, so am i.
It seems your faking a smile, so am i.
It seems your suffering inside, so am i.
And, It seems you do not have an answer, so am i..

Nothing seems going smooothly since Sports Champ.
Too slack.. back to original. That slacker of mine. Who only thought of games, sports and ...
Sigh.. when i can i really settle down?

Tomorrow is another good day that we can prove ourselve worthy again.
Well, what's the fucking use.. i don't know.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Regrets

****. I totally forgot about today's test and fortunately, my lecturer gave me a chance to retake today. =\
Guess he might fail me anyway with those tough Qs.

Stomach is failing as i get pain easily and now suffering from a almost 2 day diarrhea.

Mmm.. ACE is coming and i really hope! It would be a success certainly, but really, you need to pray really hard for this. I hope i won't lose face in this.

I don't mean to do those things to you..
I just can't controls it.
I know i suck. I failed.
Sorry for you the one i hurt.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

What comes around goes around..

Hm.. Sports Champ is a SUCCESS. Everyone is happy, especially.
We make a good start with this event and i do really hope this could hype them up BUT, not pressurized by it.

XMAS Querade will be next. Everyone is stress over "the" problem. Let's just don't worry about those things that can't be done first, like what our "dear" president has said. Look at the smaller details, do not overlooked it. Learn from our mistake. It's the way to learn. =) Let's do it EXCO.

Give me some time..

I really really really.. sorry.

Friday, November 9, 2007

Look Who's Talking

Sometimes when you want to talk bad about something, ask yourself this question.

"Did i do the same thing too?"

Please.. talk with some sense, talk with pride.
Even if you say that a leader must take the criticism all these.. did you do it?
Instead of showing it out.. you complain to your blog too right?
Ain't it contradicts what you say as a leader?

Once a Legend. Always a Legend.

I guesss... it should be this,

Once a Loser. Always a Loser.

Probably, it's not the whole group.
However, the one we trusted.. one by one.. show their true colours..

What are we suppose to trust? Not the double mask..

I'm really very disappoint in you guys.. Is this what a old bird does when it passes down the generation?

Well, this is the end. Sports Champ will let you know that.. you suck.

Thursday, November 8, 2007

Final Day

God Bless the Event.

Saturday will be the judgement day between them and us.

I want to prove them soooo wrong. Hmm.. Sports Champ 07/08.

GAME ON!

Monday, November 5, 2007

This is it..

4 more days to the ultimate trio challenge set up by SIT club. Sports Champ 07/08.
A trio challenge which consists of Basketball, Street Soccer and Captain's Ball.
It will be a one day tournament with 3 games proceeding at the same time.

Who will emerge as the Champion for each event?

The hours that they have sweat, the hours that they have trained.
Can they possibly do it!!!?

Stay on for the day.. Sports Champ 07/08.

Time: 0800 - 1800
Venue: Stadium's trio court. ( Basketball court, Netball court and Street Soccer court)

Who is the favourites for the possibly winner for each event?
Watch out for this people:

Wong Weilong - Basketball

Ultimate frisbie team - Captain' Ball

(Under Researching) - Street Soccer

Stay on.

Play with Passion,
Challenge Your Limits,
Win with style

For more information on Sports Champ 07/08, click HERE

Sunday, November 4, 2007

Refreshing!

AHHHHHHHHHHH, since a month ago, i've not having a goodnight sleep and for today! I woke up eventually not on an alarm, but on my own. With full energy! Such a long time.. Hahahha!

Pretty efficient day for me, in the afternoon, went for a project meeting and at night, the doing of Rules & Regulation and my last minute presentation.

In the meanwhile someone msn me.


"hello." said someone
"hows planning coming along?"


"hmm?"

"i meant no harm."
"just asking my dear sports exco."


".. i dont see everyone that bad. =)"
"im just thinking what to say"

"and we make an error on that part. you should know by now"

"i know there's an error. i heard from other excos."
"but i dont know what is it."
"as in exactly whats the problem."
"anw. is everything solved?"


"many still pester with the comm"
"and for the most fierce teams which pester us, coincidencely, its ex EXCOs friend."

"just jiayou. im looking forward to sat."
"but reason nt definately seeing a faliure event."
"but seeing u guys at work."
"working as a team."
"zhiyang, i know sometimes u r hot tempered."
"but u really need to learn and control."
"and prove to pple tt u all can do it."


"yep, totally."
"we will show it this sat."
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Hmm, this is so cool. I love it.
It's like a andreline rush to me.. The urge of finishing this event with a BANG and of cause.. prove to those guys too.

Well, eventually, i ended all of these with a hot-tempered. I've not changed at all as people seems. This time round, i think i have absoulutely good reason for it.

I've done it for my people. My club. My family. If it's not to get back the pride, i would have ignored them. Forgive me for being that uncivilised. I just want a fair judgement.

Thursday, November 1, 2007

1st Open Post

Every night going from school... you will always hear, screaming and laughter within block L level 6.

"They mad sia.. now what time already still don't want to go home.. Love NYP so much"
"Hahaha.. true true"

However, i don't think those guys will really know how we felt and what we gone through. ^_^
Always late at night, you can see many gather around, unlike junior time. We doesn't have a common ground. Now we do and you can see the harmony within us. Though everyone doesn't expresses it out. I know everyone's heart felt it. The family love that surrounds us.

Right now, i really understands the word: TEAM. Previously, i was stressing myself about so much stuffs that i exploded and becomes a casualty. Now, seeing my commitee combining efforts to do their parts, i'm delighted. Not even worrying that what may go wrong but how much better we can do.

Each and everyone of us has really improves alot lately. Such as Jolyn. Her nick impresses me throughout the day and i ought to implement her.

"Watch me. I can do better"

Isn't it marvelous? A silent girl who was always sitting there quietly and now, calling us to look at her perform. Amazing feat.

I would only say, EXCO, is not a place for just anyone, it's a place, for a family to be brought up.

Thank you EXCO, you have filled my life with wonders

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

I'm Sorry

2nd trial for SC today, it doesn't that well and things doesn't get better too.

Procedure is not practised and booth was not even set up before. This time round, it isn't like we used to plan. We had everything ready everytime. There was people helping us all the time, the seniors. Not this time. We have nothing to start from and now, having less than a 2 weeks time, we still doesn't have any equipments. I start to wonder, whether is the trial for procedure is really helping.

I can tell you, if the collaboration is firm, we would already been ready. However that is not the way we expected it to be.

  • S&W just confirm with us with the people they can give.
  • Extra manpower from the Bball team (Just)
  • Teacher-in-charge still flying somewhere which will only be back next monday. (Equipments)

This 3 things can already hold us back until now. Right now, too many things need to be done and we're short of time. Everyone is fatigue and we still need to slog one more week. I'm sure we're break down before the week ends. Please.. SC! Keep strong, keep healthy. Let's do it with a BANG. Give them a tight slap and tell them, "YOUR REIGNS IS OVER. SCUM"

God Bless us Goddess of Mercy.

Jiayous! SC!

I'm just too tired.. i'm really sorry!

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Break Through

Things doesn't go on well until the end of the day today..

The morning project meeting isn't any good, i'm too tired to think. Victoria was using the laptop while i rest on the table and simply dozes off.. Didn't contribute much last SEM and this SEM i still do this to her, it's unfair i know and i'm determine to do it after Sports Champ so Victoria.. please just bear with me a little while more.. I will come back with a BANG! Thanks for your help all this SEM!

SC meeting was held on 12:30pm, discusses till 2pm and things didn't get solved but more problems arise. Pretty sad eh.. none of us can make the best decision, therefore no problems been solved.Think again, it's more of a problem of the collaboration part. There keep dragging the confirm list which makes us really a prey being stucked on the spot waiting for predator to come. You will ask, why should we make? Get over with it.. *We cannot afford to make the mistakes like what they did before. We want to make it BIG, BETTER!

Around 3, i went to consult a doctor of my infected hand, well pretty fast queuing this time, i had 3 friends accompany me to the polyclinic and after that is Weini who took over the role. Hahaha.
I think if it wasn't for them, i think i'm still hanging on with that infected hand who is lazy to consut doctor alone. XD

During night time, a sudden breakthrough for SC happens, Weini has contacts with the Bball girls team of NYP and they actually on helping us!! Absoulutely delighted. ^_^

Thank you, if it wasn't for you, i think we're still brooding over somewhere thinking where will the people come from.

Thank you, if it wasn't for you, i will still have my infected hand, may have to amputate it, and you to feed me.

Thank you for the many surprises you gave, maybe you didn't get those expected expressions from me, heartfelt. =) <3>

Monday, October 29, 2007

3th Month

Well well well, here we are, me and her 3rd month.. XD

Wind wind water water also went through already.. then we got today. XD (It's a little singlish i know) =p

Eh.. maybe i should, it's not a really good day. We didn't enjoy this day as the stress gets pile up and fatigue has taken over us.

Myself, i have lack of sleep and Sports Champ is getting nearer and nearer and many things hasn't been done.

Weini, she's been getting alot of uninvited ulcers and you can see that she's fatigue too.

EXCO, please take care of your health.. We cannot have injuries!!

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Things are getting rowdy

Many things has been coming in like nobody's business.
Problems arise and hung there.. temper rises and stress has been pilling up drastically.

I've never been so stress up before, FO can't even compared to what i'm going through right now. Many can see it's about Sports Champ and probably, Weini.

Mm.. hope it ends quickly and i can re-direct all my attention to my academic stuffs and get back on track.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Bad Day

I'm really sorry.

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School started not very well with things not going as planned and some misunderstanding on the way..

Even for the lectures, i slept throughout, the lecturer sucks. He can't even talk smoothly. Just read whats on the slides. SONG ZHIYANG also can do it. If you get such a high salary with such skills, i think MOE's main commitee can step down.
I think you don't know me well?
James and I has confirmed the "kick leg" problem. We both have a laugh after we receives that complain when we had a look at the soccer court in person. It's way too big even for 7 a side team. Definetely he won't be able to laugh when he sees that gigantic court.

When you says i seems ok..

It's my heart which is reaching its

Monday, October 22, 2007

Panda Yang

It's only the second week since school term starts and i'm already losing concentration in practical lessons. Sigh.. how am i going to succeed what i had plan!! My GPA 3.8?!

Guess i've haven't been sleeping enough lately, came home 2am last night. Went LAN gaming with my friends. Dad was very unhappy about it. However, with just "i swear, last time", the scoldings was reduced to the minimum. Hahaha..

Last Sunday, my house receives a Sunday Times within my door steps and i took and read it.
I flipped to the investment page and saw news like, "Why invest gold", "How law charges" and "Books for investment". Read parts of it and it seems that, poor like us, if you work hard on analysing on stock market, you can earn big bucks. Consequences? Bankrupt. :)

I've felt that i'm getting old. Why? I'm getting this type of money issue problem popping up in my head now and then! You need car, house, insurance and lastly and the most important, monthly allowance to parents. >_< Maybe i don't need to worry all these for now but.. i'm sure many of us don't have savings, so what are we going to do when the time comes?

Stress has unknowningly creep into each and everyone of our minds when we gets older. Even now when you see projects, all you can see is, grade F for it. *shake head* Officially, for the first time in my life, i can tell you. I'm Stress up.

Friday, October 19, 2007

兄弟

Title : Brothers
Sypnosis : Typical gangster story in addition of a story of two brothers's love for each other.
Rating : 3 out of 5
Opinions : It's a ordinary gangster story plot with an extraodinary kinship between 2 brothers.

While the elder brother is trying to keep the will of his father, his younger brother is being forced to feel that the elder brother is getting him killed. A nice twist in the end and certainly, as many had said that the last scene has kept everyone wondering what it means.

Personally i felt that the first and last scene is linked. Means that the police officer (Andy Lau) was killed in the end by younger brother (Eason Chan). In the mean time younger brother died a while later.

Chair was sold due to the fact that both Tham's descendant has been dead and the enterprise has been fallen. (Hope this ending will clear the viewers's confuse heart)

/*One part of it makes me wonder. There's this part that the police officer kept on provoking the suspect using violence.

Seeing the scene agitates me. The suspect didn't even do anything and these officer kept on smacking his head. Officer who used this method on a clean record suspect is utterly disgraceful. By using violence to solve methods is the police way, who would still obey law? Since itself is already using the method of the secret society. */

Went to watch the show with Weini today.
It's been the 2nd time this week to meet out this way. However next week, we might not be even meeting. We really cherished the time we spent together.
As for the fact that Weini lied to Yongliang today that she is not going out, on behalf of her, i want to apologize to you.

She get restless throughout the movie as she does not appreciate it. LoL. Disturbing ~
She kept on telling me that we should watch resident evil instead but i think it will have the same restless effect. With the shrieks and sudden shock she gave me, i may have heart attack disease sooner than expected. >_<

Went to create the nebo arcade card once again and its in my possession. I really very scare i lose it again. >_<>

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Joke of the Year

Since this is my first few entries, i want to start with a bang, with a kind of Zhiyang-like entry.

It will be about how my dad knows about my smoking habits. It all started when i brought this insurance from AIA in school.

Well as you all know, insurance needs to know every information about the person before proceeding to the long installments, so this health booklet review was being delivered to my house for double checking.

I woke up that day to saw the envelope on my desk and wanted to open it. Guess what, the top part was rippen off. First thing that comes to my mind was, what the hell he is doing?!(Dad)

This cannot be blame as i brought it in secret so that it will saves the "machine guns" treatment. I brief through the booklet and just left it there.

He came out of the room and talks to me about the insurance...

"Do you know the full plan of this insurance fully?"
"Yeah.. (Information of Plan..) Blah Blah Blah"
"Sigh.. i guess you know what you're doing"
"..."
"Oh and i found something interesting in the booklet" said Dad
"..."
*He laughed
"Ok i know what you're saying ~"
"I just wanted to know whether this is a ongoing habit."
"Oh i stopped."
"Very well.." *Walked off

I was stunned, sitting there watching his back out of my view. "He just walked off??!"

I was preparing for a scolding or in fact, ready for worst. He just walked off just like that! Oh my god! That was really the first time, i did something wrong and he didn't utter a word! Plus its not just a normal thing but a serious thing!

Sigh.. Age is a powerful thing. When it comes to the time when your a young adult, "machine guns" treatment will reduced tremendously.

Hmm, talk so much, hope you guys understand the joke...

You don't get it? Simple isn't it?

I'm caught by signing on a insurance?
Hahaha! *Dumbo me!

First Post

Weini ahhh!

Thou we cant always go out always like free birds!

Well, our hearts will be sync always.

Support even mentally, you will feel the motivation.. =)

Love ya!

GPA 3.5? Chey.. why not a 4? XD