It was pouring heavily when I was about to step out of the door and go for tuition. I sheltered myself with a mini umbrella and walked to the bus stop. While I was waiting for the bus, I noticed three person were out on the field and they were drenched.
Enough of that gibberish of mine. This post will be the real deal.
Life is something that should be joyful. Therefore, I always like to find things to celebrate on my everyday life. That certainly will make my life happier and meaningful.
I will start the ball rolling by thanking Weini, Priscilla, Guang Yun and Tobias today.
Weini had encouraged me to step out of my couch and stop being a potato and start finding a job. The effect was instantaneous. I received calls a few times and they recognized me and said they will help me to take a look out.
Weini was the key for the driven engine of mine. She's the fuel to push to greater distance that I can possibly achieve.
Thank you darling.
Tobias for his utmost support for my business plan. He told me his wonderful experience which can give me loads of insight into how people see the business. He wanted to show support by knowing more out of the products first and I will really hope one day, I can get an optimist like him into my business circle. That will help a lot!
Thank you Tobias.
Priscilla for honestly telling me that she felt potentials in the business. The way that she putted it was encouraging.
Thank you Priscilla
Guang Yun for giving his time to look at my plans too.
Thank you Guang Yun
The moment I sputtered the words out and you retaliated, time seems to slow down and let me think. Real hard.
To be honest, the words that we said were harsh. I was really hurt when you said those words. Those that I never knew I had with you. However, through hard thinking, I knew what you said was true.
I was never once knowing you that well. We did not do things out of what was expected of us and what we did were also fun but not heartfelt talks.
Everything things go wrong and I will tell myself, he can handle it. I like to talk about you in front of others and when people said something bad, I will defend for you. It is because the respect I had for you.
You had the best mass personal skills I had ever come across and those sparkling eyes with enthusiasm always show me a path to utopia. I never once had a down when I was with you. Those times were the best of my childhood. The time when we lead, we shed tears, we shed blood, and shared the joy when something was done.
Now that things come to this unwanted ending. I have none other to blame other than myself. I was the one who started this kamikaze conversation and I knew I caused this death sentence to our friendship.
Sorry for not knowing you more.
Sorry for making this death sentence.
Sorry for not being a caring friend enough.
Although this should be something to be sorrow of, however I knew that was a really good lesson learnt. You taught me what was really friendship. You taught me what was a real leader is all about. You taught me how to be enthusiastic. You taught me how to be a man and not a wuss.
Thank you for the guidance. Knowledge knows no bound.
Thank you and Goodbye.
In my personal opinion, blog hopping is good. I get to know everyone's perspectives and their life.
However, from now onwards, the things we mention will be too distant to really know the truth to it. Will it?
We have grown to the stage whereby we are considered "Adult" already. Boy who turns guy and girl who turns lady.
It's time when we got out of that blissful environment where we will fight for our own existent already.
What is your plan?
What is the next step?
Have you thought about it?
I have dilemma over this question too. I had wondered many times and still, many choices were out there waiting for you to make that step.
I hope i could make that one step properly and without looking it back or stopping, move towards a merrier future.
http://sit-club.blogspot.com/2008/09/exco-0708-last-words.html
Maybe this will make you think a little.
Rule #1
To enjoy a chapter of wisdom from a book with no dizziness accompanied with.
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A few days ago, I almost lost my temper again. However, I did not. I don't know why but I know something, I have changed for the better.
It goes like this, there was this money opportunity that I had and I did not do it due to external factor. Thus of course, I felt fustrated and almost vent it on the external factor instead. However, I told myself that, in my whole life, money is not the whole thing. It's a part. I treasured the friendship or so more than money.
Therefore I endured it, swallowed the anger and told myself, there'll be always the next opportunity. We make mistakes but we don't make it again. Once bitten, twice shy.
Things suddenly have a sudden change of course. Instead of having the opportunity flying away, I had known that it actually still on discussion and that made me relieved. I did not go around and yell like a mad man like I once were.
Thank you all who is reading because, you are part of what made me today. :)
Happy new year!
I have a couple of books these few months. The origins of the books were from Europe. I've came upon many extracts of famous people such as Theodore Roosevelt, Abraham Lincoln, Martin Luther King and of course extracts from the bible.
I've then learn about some sentences in the bible which makes me ponder. Then I come to a conclusion.
Bible is powerful.
The teachings inside contain strong and powerful words that men should abide. Words of wisdom towards attitude, behaviors to people and life itself.
Although I'm not a believer, I believe in what i see.
I happened to fly into the sky and build castles while waiting for the bus that heads home.
It was blazing hot and it shines directly towards the bus seat so I stood behind the shelter before I got melted. I started to read(Save time). While reading and waiting, I kept tilting my head to scan whether the bus was arriving. To my dismay, it's an empty road.
Eventually I finished a chapter while waiting and kept my book since I got a little headache after reading with a background of bright contrast (with the sun ray).
I got a little impatience but kept my nerves down and went behind a big shelter with seats. I didn't moved in earlier because I was hoping for a quick wait. It seems it didn't get my way.
After I moved into it and get myself comfortable, here it was, the bus that I waited for a chapter.
Of course, I got in and I wondered. Life's just like that, a series of unseen tales. Whenever you expect to come, it don't.
So for the next time, I shall not 'look forward' for the bus but to wait for something to arrive. I don't know what but wait.
Maybe you will appear? Haha!
P.S It applies to anxiety too. There's no point for worrying tomorrow but to do your best today.
Cheers!
Browse through my playlist and play this song.
When Somebody Loves You Back - Teddy Pendergrass
