The moment I sputtered the words out and you retaliated, time seems to slow down and let me think. Real hard.
To be honest, the words that we said were harsh. I was really hurt when you said those words. Those that I never knew I had with you. However, through hard thinking, I knew what you said was true.
I was never once knowing you that well. We did not do things out of what was expected of us and what we did were also fun but not heartfelt talks.
Everything things go wrong and I will tell myself, he can handle it. I like to talk about you in front of others and when people said something bad, I will defend for you. It is because the respect I had for you.
You had the best mass personal skills I had ever come across and those sparkling eyes with enthusiasm always show me a path to utopia. I never once had a down when I was with you. Those times were the best of my childhood. The time when we lead, we shed tears, we shed blood, and shared the joy when something was done.
Now that things come to this unwanted ending. I have none other to blame other than myself. I was the one who started this kamikaze conversation and I knew I caused this death sentence to our friendship.
Sorry for not knowing you more.
Sorry for making this death sentence.
Sorry for not being a caring friend enough.
Although this should be something to be sorrow of, however I knew that was a really good lesson learnt. You taught me what was really friendship. You taught me what was a real leader is all about. You taught me how to be enthusiastic. You taught me how to be a man and not a wuss.
Thank you for the guidance. Knowledge knows no bound.
Thank you and Goodbye.
