I don't wanna fail!

Jingle bell jingle bell jingle all the way....

The mood is coming already. The smell of the white icy christmas. What does it smells like?

*ponders..
It smells like.. cookies filled, turkeys.
It appears as a grand festive as everywhere right now is decorated with christmas trees.
Oh! and it's an antcipated festive, why? It's present exchange time! Hahs!

Oh, i want to add another item into my shopping list. It's the crumpler bag. =)

I've not updated so long because i want you guys to remember my shopping list. *grins
If you can't get it at christmas, my birthday is still a right moment to buy it. *giggles

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I will soon be overwhelmed by the difficulty of the module given to us this semester. It's really like the real project out there and it seems so impossible to do it!

This wednesday i will be having my briefing specialization course and if i didn't get logistic.
You will get to see me another year, even if you don't want to. Then, start praying to let me get it! Hahs!

Weak

I must remind myself to do at least 20 push-ups a day.

I'm too weak to do anything! I can't do anything well too!

I didn't say i don't know, i try, but i suck!

Everything needs brute strength, i can't do anything well without the well formed biceps! I must must must do it!

Hahas.. i'm mad, i need motivation. Gahhhhhz ~_~

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It's December already. This year is a drastic change to me. From a slacker to a loyal commitee member. Things changes so much that i couldn't even able to catch it!

However i would tell you, i would much prefer the life right now. Always busy, always tired. It's the life i want. Always doing things to improve and to make history.

Thanks SIT - CLUB to allow me to write in my history book. It's a wonderful page. <3

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Christmas is coming soooo soon and i'm gonna make my shopping-list soon!

Hahs. this is my current list :

Fossil Sports Watch
Plastic Frame Spec
Long Sleeve Shirt (QuickSilver)
Contact Lenses
Nintendo DS Lite (Considering~) Guys, can you make decision for me?
Sony Camera (Considering~) Guys, can you make decision for me?

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This will be such a hefty christmas for me.. Hahs.. i hope i had the money for my shopping - list. *_*

Why this happens?

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"Eh fuck la.. this is hard, im not doing it anymore"
"Wahlao, i don't know how to play lahh, i don't want to play la"

Isn't it familiar to you? Maybe it isn't you but i'm sure, we did that sometimes.

Now and then when people said that, i have this sickening feeling :

"Eh come on lah, i can do it, why can't you?"
"Eh! Come on lah, i'm here to guide you along, can't you just learn?"

GY always tells me, not to rush not to rush. However i can tell you this, i'm not like them, who can go around encouraging people with their utmost patience to change them. I do it with the "Tommy" style. If you can't do it, then jolly well learn.

Actually, it depends on who says that. If it's a common slacker like my old self, i take it with a smile. If it's people who actually have a CCA and it's a event making club, well, i think you should deserve a slap in your face by anyone around you :

"HELLO? WAKE UP MAN. You are not in here for nothing, get your ASS up and work."

One more thing, if you can't appreciate what people is trying to do, please try to. People do things for a reason. Dislike about anything, says it out. Don't show the face, why you ask? Sickening.

P.S I'm just trying to vent my fustration on some other things so.. EXCO, don't better let me hear it. (:

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Things in academic is getting more and more fuck up nowadays. Friends are too slack about doing anything. You can see them just giving on test eventually :

"Come on lah, 5% only, i treat the lecturer lah"

I'm just disappointed in one of my classmate, he just said he wants to change and now, he's more slack then my ever-slacking friends. What is this? Is love going to make you slacker? Sigh.. Feel stress right now. I'm as if tanking the project whichever i'm doing with them right now and i'm scared. I have even gotten a warning letter first time in poly this SEM. I'm afriad!!!

I need to tell myself to wake up and buck up on the studies already. If not, i will be so dead this SEM. Well, things will get better won't it? I hope it will. ^_^

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When Pessimistic Meets Optimistic

Simple

Yeah, a simple date will do. (:

Today is our first meeting since Sports Champ event and the SDL week. I would say that not everything was as planned, but things were however done as planned. (:

I love to see EXCOs work, when they work, it brings out the profession and the joy out of everyone. However, i would like to have one thing improved. It's the initiative. Sometimes, you don't wait things to happen. You make things happen.

That's why everytime people says, "you have to start the ball rolling"

If we could make everyone who can starts the ball rolling, that will be a neverending of joy and neverending of achievements.

James has somehow exploded today of the mutual respect. Well, for myself, i don't see any disrespect among ourselves but, maybe for him, he sees it. I could only see the initiative parts and everyone is really slacking off.

I know that Xmas and CE is really stress right now about if they are able to maintain the standard of SC. Well, i can tell you that, it's no point worrying things that can't be done. Right now, we should just focus on the small details we had right now and completes it. Then, the event will rise the standard higher than SC.

EXCOs, we can do it. Don't think of SC. Think for yourself. Tell yourself that i can do it. I want to make the event a BIG success. Then, let's do it. SC is nothing!!! (:

Excessive

"Why you come down today? Tot you forget us le."
"Ah yang!! Wooooooooooooo, ai seh! You're back!"
"Waaa, nice one man!"

This are some heart warming sentences to hear from my childhood friends / Bball friends.
Since Freshmen Orientation started.. i think i've long forgotten that i've them. Friends who are forever there waiting for you to come back and say, "Yang, let's do it. Let's thrash them".
Hahs.. it may seem exaggerating but i just want to tell people out there, how much i cherish you guys and umm, thanks for being there. Helping me to share my problems and keep me fit throughout. (:

Some jokes recently,

Joke No.1

Linux Ubuntu main website :
I need to get the OS system for my module. I went to download from the main website and there is some countries to choose from. Of course, i chose Singapore, NUS.

Download Speed : 1.86kb

I just can't believe it, so i chose Indonesia instead, see what speed i will get.

I got this download speed : 786kb

What the heck?
It's not i want to say Singapore NUS, this tells me alot. hehs..
Singapore citizen get things from Indonesia faster.. isn't it a joke.

Joke No.2

Referred to Sports Champ Event. (Shitty, i can't seem to upload the pic!!)

Well, the event was Fantabuloustic!(Fantastic/Fabulous) hahahaha.

Here's a little joke from the trial i went through.

Background :

We were to gather at stadium on Deepavali and the main gate was locked.

*Beep* Access Denied
Tried pulling the gate, failed. I tried access again.
*Beep* Access Denied

This time round, a indian accent security guard talk through the speaker
"Hello hello, why are you here."
"Oh, im here for trial run"
"It's public holiday you know"
"Yes i know, but im having through this saturday."
"Ohhhhhhh, you try putting your card there again"
*Place card on scanner
"Tell me what it says"
"Access Denied"
"Yessssss~~~Because it's holiday! (Indian Accent)"

This is what happened.. hahaha. Fortunately, we was allowed to get through for the trial that day. Luckily, if not, the event won't be this successful. Thank you everyone who came. Really.. heartfelt ahhhhhhhhh! :)

Dilemma

It seems you cant take it any longer, so am i.
It seems your faking a smile, so am i.
It seems your suffering inside, so am i.
And, It seems you do not have an answer, so am i..

Nothing seems going smooothly since Sports Champ.
Too slack.. back to original. That slacker of mine. Who only thought of games, sports and ...
Sigh.. when i can i really settle down?

Tomorrow is another good day that we can prove ourselve worthy again.
Well, what's the fucking use.. i don't know.

Regrets

****. I totally forgot about today's test and fortunately, my lecturer gave me a chance to retake today. =\
Guess he might fail me anyway with those tough Qs.

Stomach is failing as i get pain easily and now suffering from a almost 2 day diarrhea.

Mmm.. ACE is coming and i really hope! It would be a success certainly, but really, you need to pray really hard for this. I hope i won't lose face in this.

I don't mean to do those things to you..
I just can't controls it.
I know i suck. I failed.
Sorry for you the one i hurt.

What comes around goes around..

Hm.. Sports Champ is a SUCCESS. Everyone is happy, especially.
We make a good start with this event and i do really hope this could hype them up BUT, not pressurized by it.

XMAS Querade will be next. Everyone is stress over "the" problem. Let's just don't worry about those things that can't be done first, like what our "dear" president has said. Look at the smaller details, do not overlooked it. Learn from our mistake. It's the way to learn. =) Let's do it EXCO.

Give me some time..

I really really really.. sorry.

Look Who's Talking

Sometimes when you want to talk bad about something, ask yourself this question.

"Did i do the same thing too?"

Please.. talk with some sense, talk with pride.
Even if you say that a leader must take the criticism all these.. did you do it?
Instead of showing it out.. you complain to your blog too right?
Ain't it contradicts what you say as a leader?

Once a Legend. Always a Legend.

I guesss... it should be this,

Once a Loser. Always a Loser.

Probably, it's not the whole group.
However, the one we trusted.. one by one.. show their true colours..

What are we suppose to trust? Not the double mask..

I'm really very disappoint in you guys.. Is this what a old bird does when it passes down the generation?

Well, this is the end. Sports Champ will let you know that.. you suck.

Final Day

God Bless the Event.

Saturday will be the judgement day between them and us.

I want to prove them soooo wrong. Hmm.. Sports Champ 07/08.

GAME ON!

This is it..

4 more days to the ultimate trio challenge set up by SIT club. Sports Champ 07/08.
A trio challenge which consists of Basketball, Street Soccer and Captain's Ball.
It will be a one day tournament with 3 games proceeding at the same time.

Who will emerge as the Champion for each event?

The hours that they have sweat, the hours that they have trained.
Can they possibly do it!!!?

Stay on for the day.. Sports Champ 07/08.

Time: 0800 - 1800
Venue: Stadium's trio court. ( Basketball court, Netball court and Street Soccer court)

Who is the favourites for the possibly winner for each event?
Watch out for this people:

Wong Weilong - Basketball

Ultimate frisbie team - Captain' Ball

(Under Researching) - Street Soccer

Stay on.

Play with Passion,
Challenge Your Limits,
Win with style

For more information on Sports Champ 07/08, click HERE

Refreshing!

AHHHHHHHHHHH, since a month ago, i've not having a goodnight sleep and for today! I woke up eventually not on an alarm, but on my own. With full energy! Such a long time.. Hahahha!

Pretty efficient day for me, in the afternoon, went for a project meeting and at night, the doing of Rules & Regulation and my last minute presentation.

In the meanwhile someone msn me.


"hello." said someone
"hows planning coming along?"

"hmm?"

"i meant no harm."
"just asking my dear sports exco."

".. i dont see everyone that bad. =)"
"im just thinking what to say"

"and we make an error on that part. you should know by now"

"i know there's an error. i heard from other excos."
"but i dont know what is it."
"as in exactly whats the problem."
"anw. is everything solved?"

"many still pester with the comm"
"and for the most fierce teams which pester us, coincidencely, its ex EXCOs friend."

"just jiayou. im looking forward to sat."
"but reason nt definately seeing a faliure event."
"but seeing u guys at work."
"working as a team."
"zhiyang, i know sometimes u r hot tempered."
"but u really need to learn and control."
"and prove to pple tt u all can do it."

"yep, totally."
"we will show it this sat."
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Hmm, this is so cool. I love it.
It's like a andreline rush to me.. The urge of finishing this event with a BANG and of cause.. prove to those guys too.

Well, eventually, i ended all of these with a hot-tempered. I've not changed at all as people seems. This time round, i think i have absoulutely good reason for it.

I've done it for my people. My club. My family. If it's not to get back the pride, i would have ignored them. Forgive me for being that uncivilised. I just want a fair judgement.

1st Open Post

Every night going from school... you will always hear, screaming and laughter within block L level 6.

"They mad sia.. now what time already still don't want to go home.. Love NYP so much"
"Hahaha.. true true"

However, i don't think those guys will really know how we felt and what we gone through. ^_^
Always late at night, you can see many gather around, unlike junior time. We doesn't have a common ground. Now we do and you can see the harmony within us. Though everyone doesn't expresses it out. I know everyone's heart felt it. The family love that surrounds us.

Right now, i really understands the word: TEAM. Previously, i was stressing myself about so much stuffs that i exploded and becomes a casualty. Now, seeing my commitee combining efforts to do their parts, i'm delighted. Not even worrying that what may go wrong but how much better we can do.

Each and everyone of us has really improves alot lately. Such as Jolyn. Her nick impresses me throughout the day and i ought to implement her.

"Watch me. I can do better"

Isn't it marvelous? A silent girl who was always sitting there quietly and now, calling us to look at her perform. Amazing feat.

I would only say, EXCO, is not a place for just anyone, it's a place, for a family to be brought up.

Thank you EXCO, you have filled my life with wonders