I don't wanna fail!

Jingle bell jingle bell jingle all the way....

The mood is coming already. The smell of the white icy christmas. What does it smells like?

*ponders..
It smells like.. cookies filled, turkeys.
It appears as a grand festive as everywhere right now is decorated with christmas trees.
Oh! and it's an antcipated festive, why? It's present exchange time! Hahs!

Oh, i want to add another item into my shopping list. It's the crumpler bag. =)

I've not updated so long because i want you guys to remember my shopping list. *grins
If you can't get it at christmas, my birthday is still a right moment to buy it. *giggles

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I will soon be overwhelmed by the difficulty of the module given to us this semester. It's really like the real project out there and it seems so impossible to do it!

This wednesday i will be having my briefing specialization course and if i didn't get logistic.
You will get to see me another year, even if you don't want to. Then, start praying to let me get it! Hahs!

Weak

I must remind myself to do at least 20 push-ups a day.

I'm too weak to do anything! I can't do anything well too!

I didn't say i don't know, i try, but i suck!

Everything needs brute strength, i can't do anything well without the well formed biceps! I must must must do it!

Hahas.. i'm mad, i need motivation. Gahhhhhz ~_~

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It's December already. This year is a drastic change to me. From a slacker to a loyal commitee member. Things changes so much that i couldn't even able to catch it!

However i would tell you, i would much prefer the life right now. Always busy, always tired. It's the life i want. Always doing things to improve and to make history.

Thanks SIT - CLUB to allow me to write in my history book. It's a wonderful page. <3

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Christmas is coming soooo soon and i'm gonna make my shopping-list soon!

Hahs. this is my current list :

Fossil Sports Watch
Plastic Frame Spec
Long Sleeve Shirt (QuickSilver)
Contact Lenses
Nintendo DS Lite (Considering~) Guys, can you make decision for me?
Sony Camera (Considering~) Guys, can you make decision for me?

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This will be such a hefty christmas for me.. Hahs.. i hope i had the money for my shopping - list. *_*

Why this happens?

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"Eh fuck la.. this is hard, im not doing it anymore"
"Wahlao, i don't know how to play lahh, i don't want to play la"

Isn't it familiar to you? Maybe it isn't you but i'm sure, we did that sometimes.

Now and then when people said that, i have this sickening feeling :

"Eh come on lah, i can do it, why can't you?"
"Eh! Come on lah, i'm here to guide you along, can't you just learn?"

GY always tells me, not to rush not to rush. However i can tell you this, i'm not like them, who can go around encouraging people with their utmost patience to change them. I do it with the "Tommy" style. If you can't do it, then jolly well learn.

Actually, it depends on who says that. If it's a common slacker like my old self, i take it with a smile. If it's people who actually have a CCA and it's a event making club, well, i think you should deserve a slap in your face by anyone around you :

"HELLO? WAKE UP MAN. You are not in here for nothing, get your ASS up and work."

One more thing, if you can't appreciate what people is trying to do, please try to. People do things for a reason. Dislike about anything, says it out. Don't show the face, why you ask? Sickening.

P.S I'm just trying to vent my fustration on some other things so.. EXCO, don't better let me hear it. (:

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Things in academic is getting more and more fuck up nowadays. Friends are too slack about doing anything. You can see them just giving on test eventually :

"Come on lah, 5% only, i treat the lecturer lah"

I'm just disappointed in one of my classmate, he just said he wants to change and now, he's more slack then my ever-slacking friends. What is this? Is love going to make you slacker? Sigh.. Feel stress right now. I'm as if tanking the project whichever i'm doing with them right now and i'm scared. I have even gotten a warning letter first time in poly this SEM. I'm afriad!!!

I need to tell myself to wake up and buck up on the studies already. If not, i will be so dead this SEM. Well, things will get better won't it? I hope it will. ^_^

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When Pessimistic Meets Optimistic

Simple

Yeah, a simple date will do. (:

Today is our first meeting since Sports Champ event and the SDL week. I would say that not everything was as planned, but things were however done as planned. (:

I love to see EXCOs work, when they work, it brings out the profession and the joy out of everyone. However, i would like to have one thing improved. It's the initiative. Sometimes, you don't wait things to happen. You make things happen.

That's why everytime people says, "you have to start the ball rolling"

If we could make everyone who can starts the ball rolling, that will be a neverending of joy and neverending of achievements.

James has somehow exploded today of the mutual respect. Well, for myself, i don't see any disrespect among ourselves but, maybe for him, he sees it. I could only see the initiative parts and everyone is really slacking off.

I know that Xmas and CE is really stress right now about if they are able to maintain the standard of SC. Well, i can tell you that, it's no point worrying things that can't be done. Right now, we should just focus on the small details we had right now and completes it. Then, the event will rise the standard higher than SC.

EXCOs, we can do it. Don't think of SC. Think for yourself. Tell yourself that i can do it. I want to make the event a BIG success. Then, let's do it. SC is nothing!!! (:

Excessive

"Why you come down today? Tot you forget us le."
"Ah yang!! Wooooooooooooo, ai seh! You're back!"
"Waaa, nice one man!"

This are some heart warming sentences to hear from my childhood friends / Bball friends.
Since Freshmen Orientation started.. i think i've long forgotten that i've them. Friends who are forever there waiting for you to come back and say, "Yang, let's do it. Let's thrash them".
Hahs.. it may seem exaggerating but i just want to tell people out there, how much i cherish you guys and umm, thanks for being there. Helping me to share my problems and keep me fit throughout. (:

Some jokes recently,

Joke No.1

Linux Ubuntu main website :
I need to get the OS system for my module. I went to download from the main website and there is some countries to choose from. Of course, i chose Singapore, NUS.

Download Speed : 1.86kb

I just can't believe it, so i chose Indonesia instead, see what speed i will get.

I got this download speed : 786kb

What the heck?
It's not i want to say Singapore NUS, this tells me alot. hehs..
Singapore citizen get things from Indonesia faster.. isn't it a joke.

Joke No.2

Referred to Sports Champ Event. (Shitty, i can't seem to upload the pic!!)

Well, the event was Fantabuloustic!(Fantastic/Fabulous) hahahaha.

Here's a little joke from the trial i went through.

Background :

We were to gather at stadium on Deepavali and the main gate was locked.

*Beep* Access Denied
Tried pulling the gate, failed. I tried access again.
*Beep* Access Denied

This time round, a indian accent security guard talk through the speaker
"Hello hello, why are you here."
"Oh, im here for trial run"
"It's public holiday you know"
"Yes i know, but im having through this saturday."
"Ohhhhhhh, you try putting your card there again"
*Place card on scanner
"Tell me what it says"
"Access Denied"
"Yessssss~~~Because it's holiday! (Indian Accent)"

This is what happened.. hahaha. Fortunately, we was allowed to get through for the trial that day. Luckily, if not, the event won't be this successful. Thank you everyone who came. Really.. heartfelt ahhhhhhhhh! :)