How to gauge a good bus ride

Rule #1

To enjoy a chapter of wisdom from a book with no dizziness accompanied with.

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Temper

A few days ago, I almost lost my temper again. However, I did not. I don't know why but I know something, I have changed for the better.

It goes like this, there was this money opportunity that I had and I did not do it due to external factor. Thus of course, I felt fustrated and almost vent it on the external factor instead. However, I told myself that, in my whole life, money is not the whole thing. It's a part. I treasured the friendship or so more than money.

Therefore I endured it, swallowed the anger and told myself, there'll be always the next opportunity. We make mistakes but we don't make it again. Once bitten, twice shy.

Things suddenly have a sudden change of course. Instead of having the opportunity flying away, I had known that it actually still on discussion and that made me relieved. I did not go around and yell like a mad man like I once were.

Thank you all who is reading because, you are part of what made me today. :)
Happy new year!

Religion

I have a couple of books these few months. The origins of the books were from Europe. I've came upon many extracts of famous people such as Theodore Roosevelt, Abraham Lincoln, Martin Luther King and of course extracts from the bible.

I've then learn about some sentences in the bible which makes me ponder. Then I come to a conclusion.

Bible is powerful.

The teachings inside contain strong and powerful words that men should abide. Words of wisdom towards attitude, behaviors to people and life itself.

Although I'm not a believer, I believe in what i see.

Education

"Hey.. you know. My son is going to go further studies"
"He said he wants to go New Zealand"
-Silence..-
"I think I have to rob the bank"

Let's take it as a joke but in a serious manner. Many parents are worrying about their children's future and that's a fact. It may be normal to be not able to provide a optimum level of education to their child but I think it's wrong.

Let's head back to the past and rethink about how we want ourselves to be. Have you ever thought of something different other than the typical courses given by a specific university?

Although I don't have such specific experience, I know these feelings. I know how they felt, they felt they will become the next big thing. However something was blocking their way, a wall which was so high and huge that only years of demolish could tore it down.

Then there goes generation and to the next. It was a vicious cycle which tooks people life like having a sweet wrapper which is useless after opening it and threw not even to its rightful place (bin).

If you are one of the victim of this nemesis, why not let us take a step back. Look at that 'bloody' wall and said. "I'm going to tear you down before my child grows up."

"I will tear you down so that my child can go to the place they wants to go. The promise land."

Martin Luther King Jr
His speech gave me a good insight
"I have a dream"

Life is a series of unseen tales

I happened to fly into the sky and build castles while waiting for the bus that heads home.

It was blazing hot and it shines directly towards the bus seat so I stood behind the shelter before I got melted. I started to read(Save time). While reading and waiting, I kept tilting my head to scan whether the bus was arriving. To my dismay, it's an empty road.

Eventually I finished a chapter while waiting and kept my book since I got a little headache after reading with a background of bright contrast (with the sun ray).

I got a little impatience but kept my nerves down and went behind a big shelter with seats. I didn't moved in earlier because I was hoping for a quick wait. It seems it didn't get my way.

After I moved into it and get myself comfortable, here it was, the bus that I waited for a chapter.

Of course, I got in and I wondered. Life's just like that, a series of unseen tales. Whenever you expect to come, it don't.

So for the next time, I shall not 'look forward' for the bus but to wait for something to arrive. I don't know what but wait.

Maybe you will appear? Haha!

P.S It applies to anxiety too. There's no point for worrying tomorrow but to do your best today.

Cheers!

When somebody

Browse through my playlist and play this song.

When Somebody Loves You Back - Teddy Pendergrass

It's so good lovin' somebody
And that somebody loves you back

To be loved and be loved in return
It's the only thing that my heart desires
Just appreciate the little things I do
Oh, you're the one who's got me inspired
Keep on liftin', liftin' me higher

So good, good lovin' somebody
And that somebody loves you back
It's so good needin' somebody
And that somebody needs you back

We can build a world of love, a life of joy
Make our goal each other's happiness
I will do for you anything that I can
Oh, everyday I wanna do a little more
Do a little more, just a little bit more

It's so good, good lovin' somebody
And that somebody loves you back and that's a fact
It's so good wantin' somebody
And that somebody wants you back

Said it's so good

Oh...ho...

To be loved and be loved in return
It's the only thing that my heart desires
Just appreciate the little things I do
Oh, you're the one who's got me inspired
Keep on liftin', liftin' me higher

So good lovin' somebody
And that somebody loves you back and that's a fact
It's so good needin' somebody
And that somebody needs you back

Said now 70/30
Now 60/40
Talkin' 'bout a 5-/50 love

Said it's so good lovin' somebody
And that somebody loves you back, yeah

Said now 70/30
Now 60/40
Talkin' 'bout a 5-/50 love, yeah

It's so good, good lovin' somebody
And that somebody loves you back, yeah
It's so good, good

I'm so glad that there's you
I've experienced over and over when
I've given 80% and she's given 20%
Now she's givin' 70% and I'm givin' 30
But you just don't know how it feels to have somebody
That you can share your life
Somebody that you don't mind talkin' to
Somebody that you don't mind goin' the middle of the road
I know a lot of guys today they wish they had somebody just like you
I don't know when the last time I told you
But girl, you make me so very happy
I think we've got something that a lot of people don't seem to have
Talkin' 'bout a 50/50 love, yeah

This song had inspired me to be a loving person truly. To give then you get. Somehow or rather, everyone is talking about that but show difficulty in acting on it. However I would like to give it a try and hope everyone loves somebody and then somebody loves you back!

Nonsense!

"I am so in my world right now, i felt that i am so dashing"

"Freak!"
"Self praise is international disgrace!"
"Vain!"
"A**hole!"

Well just let anyone say this. You are you!

Christina Aguilera - I am beautiful

Recently, when i told myself like if wonderful or sort, i always received criticism about it and i wondered to myself. Am i wrong?

I beg to differ about it though. No one rules my life and no one should control it.

One more thing, to have praise of yourself is self fulfillment and THAT! is important. How can you be happy when you are filled with,

"I'm a freak!"
"I'm a pervert!"
"I've no sense of fashion"
"I'm so broke"
"Today wasn't just my day" <- My day then?
"I am so cursed" <- You saw something written black and white?

I don't believe it. I believe in my mind, the one that i controls. Not my master but a good hardworking servant of mine. I'm Lovin' it.