Fustration and the frequent changes had made me walk out of that campus without any good memories.
Everyone is trying to make it the best and i know, but we should be more firm on some things. Wouldn't you be fustrated if you receive a order which kept changing? It'll be a neverending of efforts but only a simple achievement. It's not worth it.
Maybe he is right, for not having to say his words correctly, but hell.. i was there trying to concern someone which i receives something like this.. It's like telling your mom the truth and being reprimanded for telling the truth you know? It would be a deep scar no matter what.
Maybe i am not positive enough, however, things were not really going my way and it seems so hard to look at the bright side.
The decisions might be wrong, to turn down the male dance. It's one and only chance. But i had enough, fustration ignites from the frequent changes of steps and conflicts between him and i was also because of the dance. I will better well not dance it. It's not worth it. It's just like that time when Sihui mades her decisions. I truly understands how she felt.
Maybe i shall taking her path in the upcoming weeks too eh? People are being too insensitive and being too siding one another. There is no even a space for improvement.
We are here to learn, if there isn't any, why should we carry on?
Well instead on one heart, one mind and one soul. Why not now we change something like hail the king. It becames a hierachy right now, having the obedient soilders to listen to commands and fight to the death without knowing the reasons.
Well, i'm fustrated.
