What's your limit?

There are many things in life that you want. Such as money, reputation and so on.

But tell me, whenever you get those things, isn't there something in exchange instead?

Money exchanges friendship
Reputation exchanges freedom

There is one thing that we could do to solve this. To limit ourselves.

Like i would limit myself from traveling?
Limit myself not to eat snacks?

Just lets take myself to the BMTC trip an example.

I will limit myself not to go as its expensive.
I will limit myself even though there is a sponsor.

I don't know if others knows about this but, there is nothing there to do. Only project.
The only thing you guys thinks about is a trip to China, a chance to play. Well come on, wake up.
You have no money to play there. Your GPA will not increase significantly. So what are you trying to prove?

Having a more pretty Resume?

In exchange for a trip, you exchange increase in GPA, exchange chance of earning more money while working and exchange of your own time for your relaxation.

Well, if your not capable of going there financially, don't go.

I will not say anything out, just that please wake up from your "paradise"

Nightmare routine

Once again, the magnificent Steiners appears again.

He once again overwhelmed the once cool guy and destroy the whole situations right again.

Is it good or bad?

Certainly is a mystery.

But the guy does know, that he is filled with regrets for not controlling Steiners.

*Magnificent Steiners is a character in an Anime : "Monster"

Sleep

Sleeps.

I can't sleep no matter how tired i am.

Things always surface up.

Think and think and think.

It's morning.

Time for school.

Journey to ?

Do you remembers the days before you came into OGLs?

Nostalgic isn't it?

I do remember bits of it. When i first came to poly, i had intended to had a fresh start. A fresh start which means that no more nightmares for school days. It happened. Yes, it all began when i first participated in Camp Eagle.

It was an event with many memories, the joys of meeting new people and the sweat we made together. It was good isn't it?

Then we had endured through the FMO days with harsh treatments (With good intentions (somehow)).

Yes we did endured through it, in fact we endured all the events that came by us. A fascinating feat i would say for everyone who understands.

Then comes AGM, commissioning and then the whole new event by EXCOs(including myself).

We started to learn about many many things. Being a leader, a mentor. Responsibility suddenly surge into your blood like you're born with it.

So in order to be in expectations, we have begun to search high and low, for methods which could make our future batch a superior ones. In fact, in the midst of doing it, we did not care about ourselves but only to nurture and nurture and nurture.

Consequences starts to float onto the surface, the pillars starts to succumb instead. -Boom Boom Boom...-

Many thoughts are coming through our head right now (well at least i am), what did i done to deserve this things from happening, what happen to them, why can't we had a peaceful days.

I am puzzled. You may feel strange. In fact for those i'm one of them who kept on finding for the truth behind all those problems i have (pardon for my complacency) and now i think i had come back. Where? Right back from the start.

Now that i had dig so many places all over the place. I do not know which one is the true gold mine. Which is it? Where is it? Why can't i find it?

Suspicion, Silence, Depression and Hatred found inside for who i ever blame was? Myself.

*The more things you know, the more you actually don't know.

-The truth hurts-

Let me recover for whom will become a great friend, a great companion and create a legacy.

Social Etiquette

Its just plain respect when someone greeted you or bid farewell and greet back isn't it?

Its just plain stupid.
Yes you had a bad day, everyone knows. Its all over that pretty face of yours.
But i just want to tell you something, whether your bad mood or not, life still goes on, so, just greet back and say goodbye, at least.

Well as what Jade says today to Eeling which i think its perfectly true.

"You said that yourself ah, nobody wants to know actually."

Although its said in a kidding way, if it you think in a normal basis. It's really true. It does apply to normal day, nobody really wants to know what happen to you.

Shut up, stop whining and get a life. A book title by Larry Winget. Pretty cool.

"The truth hurts"

-Larry Winget

"Humans unhappiness comes from not facing reality squarely, exactly as it is"

-Buddha