Journey to ?

Do you remembers the days before you came into OGLs?

Nostalgic isn't it?

I do remember bits of it. When i first came to poly, i had intended to had a fresh start. A fresh start which means that no more nightmares for school days. It happened. Yes, it all began when i first participated in Camp Eagle.

It was an event with many memories, the joys of meeting new people and the sweat we made together. It was good isn't it?

Then we had endured through the FMO days with harsh treatments (With good intentions (somehow)).

Yes we did endured through it, in fact we endured all the events that came by us. A fascinating feat i would say for everyone who understands.

Then comes AGM, commissioning and then the whole new event by EXCOs(including myself).

We started to learn about many many things. Being a leader, a mentor. Responsibility suddenly surge into your blood like you're born with it.

So in order to be in expectations, we have begun to search high and low, for methods which could make our future batch a superior ones. In fact, in the midst of doing it, we did not care about ourselves but only to nurture and nurture and nurture.

Consequences starts to float onto the surface, the pillars starts to succumb instead. -Boom Boom Boom...-

Many thoughts are coming through our head right now (well at least i am), what did i done to deserve this things from happening, what happen to them, why can't we had a peaceful days.

I am puzzled. You may feel strange. In fact for those i'm one of them who kept on finding for the truth behind all those problems i have (pardon for my complacency) and now i think i had come back. Where? Right back from the start.

Now that i had dig so many places all over the place. I do not know which one is the true gold mine. Which is it? Where is it? Why can't i find it?

Suspicion, Silence, Depression and Hatred found inside for who i ever blame was? Myself.

*The more things you know, the more you actually don't know.

-The truth hurts-

Let me recover for whom will become a great friend, a great companion and create a legacy.

Social Etiquette

Its just plain respect when someone greeted you or bid farewell and greet back isn't it?

Its just plain stupid.
Yes you had a bad day, everyone knows. Its all over that pretty face of yours.
But i just want to tell you something, whether your bad mood or not, life still goes on, so, just greet back and say goodbye, at least.

Well as what Jade says today to Eeling which i think its perfectly true.

"You said that yourself ah, nobody wants to know actually."

Although its said in a kidding way, if it you think in a normal basis. It's really true. It does apply to normal day, nobody really wants to know what happen to you.

Shut up, stop whining and get a life. A book title by Larry Winget. Pretty cool.

"The truth hurts"

-Larry Winget

"Humans unhappiness comes from not facing reality squarely, exactly as it is"

-Buddha

Determinations

I am weak.. i can't even stand long hours of work and not even squatting down for just a little while.

Today when i was working, i have often squat down and move things, i had this blood rush to my brain which really cause quite a pain to me every now and then. Hell it is, it just doesn't feel good.

My friend told me its because of fatigue. However, my boss said i'm weak.

Well i think both are correct. So from next week onwards, i shall not touch my computers after 12am.

If your a friend of mine, reading this. Please, remind me if i over used my computer. Thank you.

Little Puppy

Do you feel any hatred in your parents when they just yelled at you when you got home for doing something wrong or just commanded you to do things when you just got home?

I don't know about you, but i feel it.

I will give you a little bit more description.

Betty and Will are a lovely couple with kids at first, after a few strings of events, Betty feels that Will isn't that loving anymore, whenever he was back at home, he would just stare in the screen or just sleep without giving love and care to her and the kids, she felt frustrated.

A few months later, Betty just couldn't take it anymore and just spills everything out to Will when he got back home one day.

She told him that it's like everyday, Will just went to work and whenever he get in contact with foods, he would saves some leftovers in the plastic bag.

Betty and her kids would wait hungrily for Will to return so when he got home, he would gives the leftovers to them.

*The food refers to the love and concern.

Will totally understands what she said. However, Will just started to tell Betty why he does that.

Will refers himself as a puppy. As a puppy, it would always be love by everything besides it, like its parents or owner. However, one day, it got lost, it went through many obstacles.

Having almost being hit by a moving car, passing through thorns, being bullied by bigger dogs, finally, it reach its home.When it got right back in, the owner, instead of consoling it, the owner actually add salts to the wound and beat the hell out of it.

So right now, do you really know how Will's feel? I feel what he feels.

Lovely Sandwiches

-Waiting eagerly-

What am i waiting for? Of course I'm waiting for my lovely sandwiches! From my beloved and it takes time to make it alright.

Yesterday we went to shop in the shopping markets and bought the ingredients together, and today she had made it not only for me, but to many others too!

There is some who made some comments over it. Its a feedback yeah so darling don't you be sad or what! We improves by making failures alright. (:

Don't be crippled by the feedbacks! Made more! For me at least. =p

Maybe you guys will say what's the big fuss over a mere sandwiches, try getting someone you love to do it, i think you would be drown by sugar. Trust me.