Shop-Lah!

Ahhh, it's been the 25th posts and i have never introduce this blog title to everyone, so here it is. Shop-Lah!

shop-lah.blogspot.com is a crappy little blog made by the crappy clown, "Berry" Song Zhi Yang. The idea was opted during the Freshmen Orientation.

Juniors like us were unrefined at first and thus, vulgarities were spouted unneccesarily. Hahs.
Hokkien word such as " Tiam Lah!" was mentioned. In order to look more civilised, i translate it into English, which thus became "Shop Lah!". (:

In Hokkien, "Tiam Lah" means shut up. Therefore this crappy little blog is therefore a place to vent my anger. Shut up and read! XD

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Operating System is a killer. Even Joseph was stuck at a problem he never seen before. Can you imagine when your doing a C# code and the method can't even read the 2nd line without any error? Holy crap isn't it?

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IT2766 2nd presentation falls on next Monday. We didn't even started, i don't know how are we going to finish but hell yeah.. i won't give up with that marks given. I'm a student who aims GPA 3.5 for the end of 3rd year! XD

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However i think the team mates will affect my GPA somehow.
I wonder. How is a club meant to everyone?

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Family? Bahhhhs.

"Where's your mum?"

"Oh.. something on"

"Wa, about what? so busy ah"

"What about your dad?"

"Sick.."

"Oh.. ok."

I felt so ashamed to have parents like this. I know you guys will try to defend but, their my parents, who knows better then me?

I would rather try living with my aunt if i have to. I would feel so much better, so much.
It's only a once in a lifetime wedding dinner and you say you have something on. What else can be so important to skip this dinner and take this chance to bless them?

It's not a distant relatives still, it's relatives which we are close to. It's like, sigh..

"Your mum always never come, next time your wedding nobody go."

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Like i want this to happen. It really sucks totally.

"Wa, did you see all those people?"

"So many people came! What a scene."

"Heh heh heh, yeah.. but ber yi (My mum) never came leh"

"..."

Please don't pester me with all thats stuffs?
You want to make money? Go ahead. Don't make me a aggressive marketer too.
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My test week is coming up. I'm trying not to over-stress right now. There's really alot of things to be done now, i will just hope all this will go well and make my year a great year. Never been in my life so busy before, hahs, maybe this is a start of my "life". Hope so!

I don't wanna fail!

Jingle bell jingle bell jingle all the way....

The mood is coming already. The smell of the white icy christmas. What does it smells like?

*ponders..
It smells like.. cookies filled, turkeys.
It appears as a grand festive as everywhere right now is decorated with christmas trees.
Oh! and it's an antcipated festive, why? It's present exchange time! Hahs!

Oh, i want to add another item into my shopping list. It's the crumpler bag. =)

I've not updated so long because i want you guys to remember my shopping list. *grins
If you can't get it at christmas, my birthday is still a right moment to buy it. *giggles

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I will soon be overwhelmed by the difficulty of the module given to us this semester. It's really like the real project out there and it seems so impossible to do it!

This wednesday i will be having my briefing specialization course and if i didn't get logistic.
You will get to see me another year, even if you don't want to. Then, start praying to let me get it! Hahs!

Why this happens?

This post is M18, refrain from viewing if your underage. Thank You.

"Eh fuck la.. this is hard, im not doing it anymore"
"Wahlao, i don't know how to play lahh, i don't want to play la"

Isn't it familiar to you? Maybe it isn't you but i'm sure, we did that sometimes.

Now and then when people said that, i have this sickening feeling :

"Eh come on lah, i can do it, why can't you?"
"Eh! Come on lah, i'm here to guide you along, can't you just learn?"

GY always tells me, not to rush not to rush. However i can tell you this, i'm not like them, who can go around encouraging people with their utmost patience to change them. I do it with the "Tommy" style. If you can't do it, then jolly well learn.

Actually, it depends on who says that. If it's a common slacker like my old self, i take it with a smile. If it's people who actually have a CCA and it's a event making club, well, i think you should deserve a slap in your face by anyone around you :

"HELLO? WAKE UP MAN. You are not in here for nothing, get your ASS up and work."

One more thing, if you can't appreciate what people is trying to do, please try to. People do things for a reason. Dislike about anything, says it out. Don't show the face, why you ask? Sickening.

P.S I'm just trying to vent my fustration on some other things so.. EXCO, don't better let me hear it. (:

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Things in academic is getting more and more fuck up nowadays. Friends are too slack about doing anything. You can see them just giving on test eventually :

"Come on lah, 5% only, i treat the lecturer lah"

I'm just disappointed in one of my classmate, he just said he wants to change and now, he's more slack then my ever-slacking friends. What is this? Is love going to make you slacker? Sigh.. Feel stress right now. I'm as if tanking the project whichever i'm doing with them right now and i'm scared. I have even gotten a warning letter first time in poly this SEM. I'm afriad!!!

I need to tell myself to wake up and buck up on the studies already. If not, i will be so dead this SEM. Well, things will get better won't it? I hope it will. ^_^

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When Pessimistic Meets Optimistic

Simple

Yeah, a simple date will do. (:

Today is our first meeting since Sports Champ event and the SDL week. I would say that not everything was as planned, but things were however done as planned. (:

I love to see EXCOs work, when they work, it brings out the profession and the joy out of everyone. However, i would like to have one thing improved. It's the initiative. Sometimes, you don't wait things to happen. You make things happen.

That's why everytime people says, "you have to start the ball rolling"

If we could make everyone who can starts the ball rolling, that will be a neverending of joy and neverending of achievements.

James has somehow exploded today of the mutual respect. Well, for myself, i don't see any disrespect among ourselves but, maybe for him, he sees it. I could only see the initiative parts and everyone is really slacking off.

I know that Xmas and CE is really stress right now about if they are able to maintain the standard of SC. Well, i can tell you that, it's no point worrying things that can't be done. Right now, we should just focus on the small details we had right now and completes it. Then, the event will rise the standard higher than SC.

EXCOs, we can do it. Don't think of SC. Think for yourself. Tell yourself that i can do it. I want to make the event a BIG success. Then, let's do it. SC is nothing!!! (:

1st Open Post

Every night going from school... you will always hear, screaming and laughter within block L level 6.

"They mad sia.. now what time already still don't want to go home.. Love NYP so much"
"Hahaha.. true true"

However, i don't think those guys will really know how we felt and what we gone through. ^_^
Always late at night, you can see many gather around, unlike junior time. We doesn't have a common ground. Now we do and you can see the harmony within us. Though everyone doesn't expresses it out. I know everyone's heart felt it. The family love that surrounds us.

Right now, i really understands the word: TEAM. Previously, i was stressing myself about so much stuffs that i exploded and becomes a casualty. Now, seeing my commitee combining efforts to do their parts, i'm delighted. Not even worrying that what may go wrong but how much better we can do.

Each and everyone of us has really improves alot lately. Such as Jolyn. Her nick impresses me throughout the day and i ought to implement her.

"Watch me. I can do better"

Isn't it marvelous? A silent girl who was always sitting there quietly and now, calling us to look at her perform. Amazing feat.

I would only say, EXCO, is not a place for just anyone, it's a place, for a family to be brought up.

Thank you EXCO, you have filled my life with wonders

3th Month

Well well well, here we are, me and her 3rd month.. XD

Wind wind water water also went through already.. then we got today. XD (It's a little singlish i know) =p

Eh.. maybe i should, it's not a really good day. We didn't enjoy this day as the stress gets pile up and fatigue has taken over us.

Myself, i have lack of sleep and Sports Champ is getting nearer and nearer and many things hasn't been done.

Weini, she's been getting alot of uninvited ulcers and you can see that she's fatigue too.

EXCO, please take care of your health.. We cannot have injuries!!

Things are getting rowdy

Many things has been coming in like nobody's business.
Problems arise and hung there.. temper rises and stress has been pilling up drastically.

I've never been so stress up before, FO can't even compared to what i'm going through right now. Many can see it's about Sports Champ and probably, Weini.

Mm.. hope it ends quickly and i can re-direct all my attention to my academic stuffs and get back on track.

Bad Day

I'm really sorry.

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School started not very well with things not going as planned and some misunderstanding on the way..

Even for the lectures, i slept throughout, the lecturer sucks. He can't even talk smoothly. Just read whats on the slides. SONG ZHIYANG also can do it. If you get such a high salary with such skills, i think MOE's main commitee can step down.

I think you don't know me well?

James and I has confirmed the "kick leg" problem. We both have a laugh after we receives that complain when we had a look at the soccer court in person. It's way too big even for 7 a side team. Definetely he won't be able to laugh when he sees that gigantic court.

When you says i seems ok..

It's my heart which is reaching its

Panda Yang

It's only the second week since school term starts and i'm already losing concentration in practical lessons. Sigh.. how am i going to succeed what i had plan!! My GPA 3.8?!

Guess i've haven't been sleeping enough lately, came home 2am last night. Went LAN gaming with my friends. Dad was very unhappy about it. However, with just "i swear, last time", the scoldings was reduced to the minimum. Hahaha..

Last Sunday, my house receives a Sunday Times within my door steps and i took and read it.
I flipped to the investment page and saw news like, "Why invest gold", "How law charges" and "Books for investment". Read parts of it and it seems that, poor like us, if you work hard on analysing on stock market, you can earn big bucks. Consequences? Bankrupt. :)

I've felt that i'm getting old. Why? I'm getting this type of money issue problem popping up in my head now and then! You need car, house, insurance and lastly and the most important, monthly allowance to parents. >_< Maybe i don't need to worry all these for now but.. i'm sure many of us don't have savings, so what are we going to do when the time comes?

Stress has unknowningly creep into each and everyone of our minds when we gets older. Even now when you see projects, all you can see is, grade F for it. *shake head* Officially, for the first time in my life, i can tell you. I'm Stress up.