Draft of Last Words

The last words are a pack of words which are so difficult to write!

Try this. You need to describe the love between you and the club and summarize a whole year's stuffs into words. 

The thoughts of it made my head swirl again.

Anyway, I did it anyway. I wasted half day writing these and when I took a look on senior's last words. I felt that I did it wrongly. That is why i am posting it here. Since I do not want to waste 975 words of LOVE into the recycle bin!

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If I would have to choose the year where my life is the most enjoyable, I would choose 2007. The year when I joined Camp Eagle and all the way till EXCO. The tears we shed and the joy we shared were everlasting. So vivid the memory is that I thought it has been around just days ago.

I clearly remember the first day of FMO when the bubbly face Jewelry first break the ice between us and make friend with me. The day when we started the journey towards excellence.

Although Seniors have not made life easy for us, I thanked them for making me “tahan” throughout and really trained us to become the true Ironman. As the saying goes, “When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.”

The days where there were no worries and just enjoyed fully. We went eating almost every night. Waiting for our beloved ICs to get their things done and guide us to the next step. James, Weini, Guang Yun, Jewelry, Tommy, Joyce, Priscilla and Regina. The night after 6pm was always what we desired the most every day. The time we interact and the time we play so hard that eventually we felt so glued to NYP instead our home. That’s when I know the truth of the slogan of NYP and that time. “Where I belong”

After we “graduated”, we split into the different events. Xtreme Venture, Voiceout, Bandzout and Phat Nite. I remember I was appointed ICs for XV and I messed it up.

Though it might seems doubtful, the lousy IC wants to thank Erny for that wonderful commitment at that point of time that without you, there would be a mess to my Logistics stuff. The one who always stays around until late night just to organize it properly.

Eeling the one who was my communicator between the ICs and comm. I thanked you for aiding me to the success of XV.

Tobias, Regina and Jade for their precious time to come down to make our one and only Penguin mascot.

Despite of having repeated post, Richard did his best and created amazing games for XV which pleases all participants. I love it personally too. Thank you all.

Voiceout was the time when there were two monks were born. Guang Yun and I. Such a straightforward who agrees on cutting botak with me. It was a fantastic period of time when we were being shoot together and being touch on the head together. It was unforgettable.

Voiceout allows me to enjoy the full flow of a “theatre” like atmosphere and I like it. Concerts and stuffs interest me and I am pleased that they allowed me to help them in the comm. Raymond’s legend story was born at that point of time who he single handedly handles all cue sheets on hand and ran VO so smooth that Senior Chuan Lim was speechless.

The melody adds up on the perfect English that brings out the X factor of the singer was none other than Yong Liang who took up the position to be the “Emcee for tonight”

Tommy and Weini who make the effort to create the fabulous props which were created by Kenneth and Charlene.

Props making day can be said to be the most enjoyable day throughout the event period. The time where bonding and working takes place all together.

Bandzout. The event which went in turmoil was being supported by many sub comm. Such as Tommy, James, Weini, Priscilla, Guang Yun, Yong Liang and etc..

The publications legend story was set when the large backdrop was designed. The astonishment look on all the faces were forgiven because the creator of all these knew that we made an impact on them. That’s what art is all about.

Mai shines on BO too. That energetic and optimistic mind of her makes everyone feels comfortable around her. To do props making without suddenly turns so dull.

Everyone faces challenges and Jolyn and Mai went out of their comfort zone and went to search for the supplier.

Lucinda managed to keep all sub comm. Made them the CC and coordinates everyone to the best. Her patience and calm tone allows conversation to start easily and no one were complaining about it.

Despite all challenges, Bandzout went on successfully and you can see the relieved in everyone’s face that it went on well and glad that the efforts paid off “fair” enough.

The amazing booth design to the priceless backdrop, it can said that the legend lies with the members of the pub who is none other than Daniel, Charlene and Kenneth (Creators).

Jafni did a great job by keeping the participants at bay and made BO a success. Guang Yun, as a sub comm. Helped in another way. He was appointed to be the Emcee. His quick thinking allows him to react fast and keeps the audiences “alive”.

Phat Nite which was run by the two committed persons, Jeffery and Nana, with the assistance of Guang Yun, Priscilla, Aidah, Ruby, Alyssa, Jewelry and Chee Wei. With this pool of talents, Phat Nite was ran with ease. The F&B was fantastic with the unique drinks created and Publication decorated the place and made the place so similar to the real clubbing place.

When we became the EXCOs, we had succeeded on doing Sports Champ, Xmas Querade and Camp Euphoric. Despite all the rows we had, we stick together. That shows the relation between the club and us. It’s inseparable. We were reluctant to pass down at first, the feeling of leaving the room which is considers as a second home to us.

EXCOs, you are like a kin to me. Regardless what happens next, I hope that we can still meet up, share our troubles and suffer together. “One for all, all for one”

Journey to ?

Do you remembers the days before you came into OGLs?

Nostalgic isn't it?

I do remember bits of it. When i first came to poly, i had intended to had a fresh start. A fresh start which means that no more nightmares for school days. It happened. Yes, it all began when i first participated in Camp Eagle.

It was an event with many memories, the joys of meeting new people and the sweat we made together. It was good isn't it?

Then we had endured through the FMO days with harsh treatments (With good intentions (somehow)).

Yes we did endured through it, in fact we endured all the events that came by us. A fascinating feat i would say for everyone who understands.

Then comes AGM, commissioning and then the whole new event by EXCOs(including myself).

We started to learn about many many things. Being a leader, a mentor. Responsibility suddenly surge into your blood like you're born with it.

So in order to be in expectations, we have begun to search high and low, for methods which could make our future batch a superior ones. In fact, in the midst of doing it, we did not care about ourselves but only to nurture and nurture and nurture.

Consequences starts to float onto the surface, the pillars starts to succumb instead. -Boom Boom Boom...-

Many thoughts are coming through our head right now (well at least i am), what did i done to deserve this things from happening, what happen to them, why can't we had a peaceful days.

I am puzzled. You may feel strange. In fact for those i'm one of them who kept on finding for the truth behind all those problems i have (pardon for my complacency) and now i think i had come back. Where? Right back from the start.

Now that i had dig so many places all over the place. I do not know which one is the true gold mine. Which is it? Where is it? Why can't i find it?

Suspicion, Silence, Depression and Hatred found inside for who i ever blame was? Myself.

*The more things you know, the more you actually don't know.

-The truth hurts-

Let me recover for whom will become a great friend, a great companion and create a legacy.

It's Time

Things has turned ugly tonight.

Questions all over the air.

No convincing answers to any of it.

Everyone was frustrated.

"If there is a scenario like this, who is in the fault?" I asked my father.

"The leader. Why? He had allow him to manipulate him totally."

"Ask him who actually is the leader, if the another one is more like one, he should just give his place up."

"At the end of the day, ask why does he being manipulated first and analyze the problem."

This is the answer from a experienced leader who had gone through this kind of situation.

Blood Boiled

Fustration and the frequent changes had made me walk out of that campus without any good memories.

Everyone is trying to make it the best and i know, but we should be more firm on some things. Wouldn't you be fustrated if you receive a order which kept changing? It'll be a neverending of efforts but only a simple achievement. It's not worth it.

Maybe he is right, for not having to say his words correctly, but hell.. i was there trying to concern someone which i receives something like this.. It's like telling your mom the truth and being reprimanded for telling the truth you know? It would be a deep scar no matter what.

Maybe i am not positive enough, however, things were not really going my way and it seems so hard to look at the bright side.

The decisions might be wrong, to turn down the male dance. It's one and only chance. But i had enough, fustration ignites from the frequent changes of steps and conflicts between him and i was also because of the dance. I will better well not dance it. It's not worth it. It's just like that time when Sihui mades her decisions. I truly understands how she felt.

Maybe i shall taking her path in the upcoming weeks too eh? People are being too insensitive and being too siding one another. There is no even a space for improvement.

We are here to learn, if there isn't any, why should we carry on?

Well instead on one heart, one mind and one soul. Why not now we change something like hail the king. It becames a hierachy right now, having the obedient soilders to listen to commands and fight to the death without knowing the reasons.

Well, i'm fustrated.

4 Days

-Shocked and wokes up-

It felt like woking up from a nightmare and see things which was not turning to what we had expected. Exhaustion or even our methods, we felt not even motivated to carry on.

However if we do think of this, "last time right now, let's do this."
Will it helps? I wonder.

I've been dreaming all this past weeks and i know that i'm in the terrible situation which i would be redeeming for this last few days.

Although it's always the last minute, to get the FMO done is what we actually wants, if we could do it by this few days, i don't think there would be any complaints.

Let us get ourselves up the last time, for 4 days, lets's rock the house!

We the EXCO will ,
impress those who know us,
impact those we are with us,
inspired those who follow us,
we stand as ONE and amidst the challenges.

-Don't blame me if i got it wrong.. I'm sorry!"

Sports?

It's been weeks and weeks that we hadn't been doing any sports.
Right now, i'll be making a poll up till Sunday to decide whether to have sports or not.

Cheers!

Death Week

"Sigh.. it's really been a death week."

That's what my girl recently said. I would bet that everyone will have this feelings right now. It's already week 15 now and we are rushing for projects and exams. However, this just rings the end of the school term and holidays are coming.

We are not going to have any are we? LOL.
EXCOs are busy people. We will be organising the Camp Eagle and then the Freshman Orientation during the holidays. So we can say we do not have any. =p

EXCO! Better give me my cca marks! =p

Crackdown

Heard stories between cracks within the family. I still don't really understands the situation yet so i will not say much about.

Heard some says it's about the trust. Rumors are killers really, it will kills anyone who gots involved in it, it spares no one! However, not siding both sides, both have wrongs.

The person who is being pin-pointed, should try building the trust. Yeah. First starts by committing yourself fully into the commitee. Your presence is very IMPORTANT if your not aware of it. It will be something like, "Oh, ******** not here again.. Sigh..". There is a effect even if you don't admit it!

The person who is being shroud by rumors and the person's action deepened into it, should give the person a chance! It's unfair if you sees it negatively even before you work with someone! Yeah!

I think thats about it. Hope it helps! Cya!

OH: 1st Day

Before i babbling away with irrelevant stuffs, let me have a run through with the first day of Open House NYP.

For my side, it was a complete failure. From Aidah's view, the games side was a success and that is good. Mine just a little customers and many things have been going haywire. Tomorrow will be a new start of the new system. I would hope i will see results from it.

Personally, i'm too tired today. I kept slacking off now and then, playing Counter - Strike all the time. Hmm.. well i think thats because there's isn't any crowd to take over too! Let's see if the new system tomorrow will works better. :)

Keep up the good job family.

Why this happens?

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"Eh fuck la.. this is hard, im not doing it anymore"
"Wahlao, i don't know how to play lahh, i don't want to play la"

Isn't it familiar to you? Maybe it isn't you but i'm sure, we did that sometimes.

Now and then when people said that, i have this sickening feeling :

"Eh come on lah, i can do it, why can't you?"
"Eh! Come on lah, i'm here to guide you along, can't you just learn?"

GY always tells me, not to rush not to rush. However i can tell you this, i'm not like them, who can go around encouraging people with their utmost patience to change them. I do it with the "Tommy" style. If you can't do it, then jolly well learn.

Actually, it depends on who says that. If it's a common slacker like my old self, i take it with a smile. If it's people who actually have a CCA and it's a event making club, well, i think you should deserve a slap in your face by anyone around you :

"HELLO? WAKE UP MAN. You are not in here for nothing, get your ASS up and work."

One more thing, if you can't appreciate what people is trying to do, please try to. People do things for a reason. Dislike about anything, says it out. Don't show the face, why you ask? Sickening.

P.S I'm just trying to vent my fustration on some other things so.. EXCO, don't better let me hear it. (:

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Things in academic is getting more and more fuck up nowadays. Friends are too slack about doing anything. You can see them just giving on test eventually :

"Come on lah, 5% only, i treat the lecturer lah"

I'm just disappointed in one of my classmate, he just said he wants to change and now, he's more slack then my ever-slacking friends. What is this? Is love going to make you slacker? Sigh.. Feel stress right now. I'm as if tanking the project whichever i'm doing with them right now and i'm scared. I have even gotten a warning letter first time in poly this SEM. I'm afriad!!!

I need to tell myself to wake up and buck up on the studies already. If not, i will be so dead this SEM. Well, things will get better won't it? I hope it will. ^_^

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When Pessimistic Meets Optimistic

Simple

Yeah, a simple date will do. (:

Today is our first meeting since Sports Champ event and the SDL week. I would say that not everything was as planned, but things were however done as planned. (:

I love to see EXCOs work, when they work, it brings out the profession and the joy out of everyone. However, i would like to have one thing improved. It's the initiative. Sometimes, you don't wait things to happen. You make things happen.

That's why everytime people says, "you have to start the ball rolling"

If we could make everyone who can starts the ball rolling, that will be a neverending of joy and neverending of achievements.

James has somehow exploded today of the mutual respect. Well, for myself, i don't see any disrespect among ourselves but, maybe for him, he sees it. I could only see the initiative parts and everyone is really slacking off.

I know that Xmas and CE is really stress right now about if they are able to maintain the standard of SC. Well, i can tell you that, it's no point worrying things that can't be done. Right now, we should just focus on the small details we had right now and completes it. Then, the event will rise the standard higher than SC.

EXCOs, we can do it. Don't think of SC. Think for yourself. Tell yourself that i can do it. I want to make the event a BIG success. Then, let's do it. SC is nothing!!! (:

Dilemma

It seems you cant take it any longer, so am i.
It seems your faking a smile, so am i.
It seems your suffering inside, so am i.
And, It seems you do not have an answer, so am i..

Nothing seems going smooothly since Sports Champ.
Too slack.. back to original. That slacker of mine. Who only thought of games, sports and ...
Sigh.. when i can i really settle down?

Tomorrow is another good day that we can prove ourselve worthy again.
Well, what's the fucking use.. i don't know.

What comes around goes around..

Hm.. Sports Champ is a SUCCESS. Everyone is happy, especially.
We make a good start with this event and i do really hope this could hype them up BUT, not pressurized by it.

XMAS Querade will be next. Everyone is stress over "the" problem. Let's just don't worry about those things that can't be done first, like what our "dear" president has said. Look at the smaller details, do not overlooked it. Learn from our mistake. It's the way to learn. =) Let's do it EXCO.

Give me some time..

I really really really.. sorry.

Look Who's Talking

Sometimes when you want to talk bad about something, ask yourself this question.

"Did i do the same thing too?"

Please.. talk with some sense, talk with pride.
Even if you say that a leader must take the criticism all these.. did you do it?
Instead of showing it out.. you complain to your blog too right?
Ain't it contradicts what you say as a leader?

Once a Legend. Always a Legend.

I guesss... it should be this,

Once a Loser. Always a Loser.

Probably, it's not the whole group.
However, the one we trusted.. one by one.. show their true colours..

What are we suppose to trust? Not the double mask..

I'm really very disappoint in you guys.. Is this what a old bird does when it passes down the generation?

Well, this is the end. Sports Champ will let you know that.. you suck.

Final Day

God Bless the Event.

Saturday will be the judgement day between them and us.

I want to prove them soooo wrong. Hmm.. Sports Champ 07/08.

GAME ON!

This is it..

4 more days to the ultimate trio challenge set up by SIT club. Sports Champ 07/08.
A trio challenge which consists of Basketball, Street Soccer and Captain's Ball.
It will be a one day tournament with 3 games proceeding at the same time.

Who will emerge as the Champion for each event?

The hours that they have sweat, the hours that they have trained.
Can they possibly do it!!!?

Stay on for the day.. Sports Champ 07/08.

Time: 0800 - 1800
Venue: Stadium's trio court. ( Basketball court, Netball court and Street Soccer court)

Who is the favourites for the possibly winner for each event?
Watch out for this people:

Wong Weilong - Basketball

Ultimate frisbie team - Captain' Ball

(Under Researching) - Street Soccer

Stay on.

Play with Passion,
Challenge Your Limits,
Win with style

For more information on Sports Champ 07/08, click HERE

Refreshing!

AHHHHHHHHHHH, since a month ago, i've not having a goodnight sleep and for today! I woke up eventually not on an alarm, but on my own. With full energy! Such a long time.. Hahahha!

Pretty efficient day for me, in the afternoon, went for a project meeting and at night, the doing of Rules & Regulation and my last minute presentation.

In the meanwhile someone msn me.


"hello." said someone
"hows planning coming along?"

"hmm?"

"i meant no harm."
"just asking my dear sports exco."

".. i dont see everyone that bad. =)"
"im just thinking what to say"

"and we make an error on that part. you should know by now"

"i know there's an error. i heard from other excos."
"but i dont know what is it."
"as in exactly whats the problem."
"anw. is everything solved?"

"many still pester with the comm"
"and for the most fierce teams which pester us, coincidencely, its ex EXCOs friend."

"just jiayou. im looking forward to sat."
"but reason nt definately seeing a faliure event."
"but seeing u guys at work."
"working as a team."
"zhiyang, i know sometimes u r hot tempered."
"but u really need to learn and control."
"and prove to pple tt u all can do it."

"yep, totally."
"we will show it this sat."
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Hmm, this is so cool. I love it.
It's like a andreline rush to me.. The urge of finishing this event with a BANG and of cause.. prove to those guys too.

Well, eventually, i ended all of these with a hot-tempered. I've not changed at all as people seems. This time round, i think i have absoulutely good reason for it.

I've done it for my people. My club. My family. If it's not to get back the pride, i would have ignored them. Forgive me for being that uncivilised. I just want a fair judgement.

1st Open Post

Every night going from school... you will always hear, screaming and laughter within block L level 6.

"They mad sia.. now what time already still don't want to go home.. Love NYP so much"
"Hahaha.. true true"

However, i don't think those guys will really know how we felt and what we gone through. ^_^
Always late at night, you can see many gather around, unlike junior time. We doesn't have a common ground. Now we do and you can see the harmony within us. Though everyone doesn't expresses it out. I know everyone's heart felt it. The family love that surrounds us.

Right now, i really understands the word: TEAM. Previously, i was stressing myself about so much stuffs that i exploded and becomes a casualty. Now, seeing my commitee combining efforts to do their parts, i'm delighted. Not even worrying that what may go wrong but how much better we can do.

Each and everyone of us has really improves alot lately. Such as Jolyn. Her nick impresses me throughout the day and i ought to implement her.

"Watch me. I can do better"

Isn't it marvelous? A silent girl who was always sitting there quietly and now, calling us to look at her perform. Amazing feat.

I would only say, EXCO, is not a place for just anyone, it's a place, for a family to be brought up.

Thank you EXCO, you have filled my life with wonders

3th Month

Well well well, here we are, me and her 3rd month.. XD

Wind wind water water also went through already.. then we got today. XD (It's a little singlish i know) =p

Eh.. maybe i should, it's not a really good day. We didn't enjoy this day as the stress gets pile up and fatigue has taken over us.

Myself, i have lack of sleep and Sports Champ is getting nearer and nearer and many things hasn't been done.

Weini, she's been getting alot of uninvited ulcers and you can see that she's fatigue too.

EXCO, please take care of your health.. We cannot have injuries!!