Emotions

When some scenarios came into your life and hit it with such a big impact, it will go deep into the emotional you, the inner self. The inner self would tend to compare this scenarios to the one currently its having and see what's wrong about it, whether it can be improve or not.

This certainly is a good thing, however when the inner self gets so obsess about trying to improve that particular scenario, it became a nuisance. It will turn out that the event was moving so smoothly but because of the obsession of the inner self, without knowing, destroying the event with knowing that they had too, the same event going.

That's the emotions. Either you control it and make it a guidance or you let it run wild and destroy the path and allow you to experience what someone had went through before you.

I would like to thank that person who had taught me this theory, well, it isn't anyone fault, it is the emotions which affects so much about you that unknowingly you do things more than what you had expected it.

Humans are sensitive, try to keep that sense from a distance. As the saying goes " There is a thin line..."

It's Time

Things has turned ugly tonight.

Questions all over the air.

No convincing answers to any of it.

Everyone was frustrated.

"If there is a scenario like this, who is in the fault?" I asked my father.

"The leader. Why? He had allow him to manipulate him totally."

"Ask him who actually is the leader, if the another one is more like one, he should just give his place up."

"At the end of the day, ask why does he being manipulated first and analyze the problem."

This is the answer from a experienced leader who had gone through this kind of situation.

Dilemma

Crap it out or just shut it up. This is one dilemma which everyone in the world has it. Be it youth or adults. It's the communication which brings forward to the next level but a dangerous step to take.

It's just like playing a MMORPG, with a superb weapon on hand, however in order to bring it to the next level, you need some materials and some luck. If else fails, the weapon will be gone forever.

The weapon would well be consider the relationship between humans. If you successfully merge it, you will get a better understanding with each other. If fails, you will get nothing and relationship with you and him will turns ugly.

Conclusion, bring forward or just give it up?

Take risks or cautious?

Blood Boiled

Fustration and the frequent changes had made me walk out of that campus without any good memories.

Everyone is trying to make it the best and i know, but we should be more firm on some things. Wouldn't you be fustrated if you receive a order which kept changing? It'll be a neverending of efforts but only a simple achievement. It's not worth it.

Maybe he is right, for not having to say his words correctly, but hell.. i was there trying to concern someone which i receives something like this.. It's like telling your mom the truth and being reprimanded for telling the truth you know? It would be a deep scar no matter what.

Maybe i am not positive enough, however, things were not really going my way and it seems so hard to look at the bright side.

The decisions might be wrong, to turn down the male dance. It's one and only chance. But i had enough, fustration ignites from the frequent changes of steps and conflicts between him and i was also because of the dance. I will better well not dance it. It's not worth it. It's just like that time when Sihui mades her decisions. I truly understands how she felt.

Maybe i shall taking her path in the upcoming weeks too eh? People are being too insensitive and being too siding one another. There is no even a space for improvement.

We are here to learn, if there isn't any, why should we carry on?

Well instead on one heart, one mind and one soul. Why not now we change something like hail the king. It becames a hierachy right now, having the obedient soilders to listen to commands and fight to the death without knowing the reasons.

Well, i'm fustrated.

4 Days

-Shocked and wokes up-

It felt like woking up from a nightmare and see things which was not turning to what we had expected. Exhaustion or even our methods, we felt not even motivated to carry on.

However if we do think of this, "last time right now, let's do this."
Will it helps? I wonder.

I've been dreaming all this past weeks and i know that i'm in the terrible situation which i would be redeeming for this last few days.

Although it's always the last minute, to get the FMO done is what we actually wants, if we could do it by this few days, i don't think there would be any complaints.

Let us get ourselves up the last time, for 4 days, lets's rock the house!

We the EXCO will ,
impress those who know us,
impact those we are with us,
inspired those who follow us,
we stand as ONE and amidst the challenges.

-Don't blame me if i got it wrong.. I'm sorry!"