It was pouring heavily when I was about to step out of the door and go for tuition. I sheltered myself with a mini umbrella and walked to the bus stop. While I was waiting for the bus, I noticed three person were out on the field and they were drenched.
Enough of that gibberish of mine. This post will be the real deal.
Life is something that should be joyful. Therefore, I always like to find things to celebrate on my everyday life. That certainly will make my life happier and meaningful.
I will start the ball rolling by thanking Weini, Priscilla, Guang Yun and Tobias today.
Weini had encouraged me to step out of my couch and stop being a potato and start finding a job. The effect was instantaneous. I received calls a few times and they recognized me and said they will help me to take a look out.
Weini was the key for the driven engine of mine. She's the fuel to push to greater distance that I can possibly achieve.
Thank you darling.
Tobias for his utmost support for my business plan. He told me his wonderful experience which can give me loads of insight into how people see the business. He wanted to show support by knowing more out of the products first and I will really hope one day, I can get an optimist like him into my business circle. That will help a lot!
Thank you Tobias.
Priscilla for honestly telling me that she felt potentials in the business. The way that she putted it was encouraging.
Thank you Priscilla
Guang Yun for giving his time to look at my plans too.
Thank you Guang Yun
The moment I sputtered the words out and you retaliated, time seems to slow down and let me think. Real hard.
To be honest, the words that we said were harsh. I was really hurt when you said those words. Those that I never knew I had with you. However, through hard thinking, I knew what you said was true.
I was never once knowing you that well. We did not do things out of what was expected of us and what we did were also fun but not heartfelt talks.
Everything things go wrong and I will tell myself, he can handle it. I like to talk about you in front of others and when people said something bad, I will defend for you. It is because the respect I had for you.
You had the best mass personal skills I had ever come across and those sparkling eyes with enthusiasm always show me a path to utopia. I never once had a down when I was with you. Those times were the best of my childhood. The time when we lead, we shed tears, we shed blood, and shared the joy when something was done.
Now that things come to this unwanted ending. I have none other to blame other than myself. I was the one who started this kamikaze conversation and I knew I caused this death sentence to our friendship.
Sorry for not knowing you more.
Sorry for making this death sentence.
Sorry for not being a caring friend enough.
Although this should be something to be sorrow of, however I knew that was a really good lesson learnt. You taught me what was really friendship. You taught me what was a real leader is all about. You taught me how to be enthusiastic. You taught me how to be a man and not a wuss.
Thank you for the guidance. Knowledge knows no bound.
Thank you and Goodbye.
In my personal opinion, blog hopping is good. I get to know everyone's perspectives and their life.
However, from now onwards, the things we mention will be too distant to really know the truth to it. Will it?
We have grown to the stage whereby we are considered "Adult" already. Boy who turns guy and girl who turns lady.
It's time when we got out of that blissful environment where we will fight for our own existent already.
What is your plan?
What is the next step?
Have you thought about it?
I have dilemma over this question too. I had wondered many times and still, many choices were out there waiting for you to make that step.
I hope i could make that one step properly and without looking it back or stopping, move towards a merrier future.
http://sit-club.blogspot.com/2008/09/exco-0708-last-words.html
Maybe this will make you think a little.
Rule #1
To enjoy a chapter of wisdom from a book with no dizziness accompanied with.
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A few days ago, I almost lost my temper again. However, I did not. I don't know why but I know something, I have changed for the better.
It goes like this, there was this money opportunity that I had and I did not do it due to external factor. Thus of course, I felt fustrated and almost vent it on the external factor instead. However, I told myself that, in my whole life, money is not the whole thing. It's a part. I treasured the friendship or so more than money.
Therefore I endured it, swallowed the anger and told myself, there'll be always the next opportunity. We make mistakes but we don't make it again. Once bitten, twice shy.
Things suddenly have a sudden change of course. Instead of having the opportunity flying away, I had known that it actually still on discussion and that made me relieved. I did not go around and yell like a mad man like I once were.
Thank you all who is reading because, you are part of what made me today. :)
Happy new year!
I have a couple of books these few months. The origins of the books were from Europe. I've came upon many extracts of famous people such as Theodore Roosevelt, Abraham Lincoln, Martin Luther King and of course extracts from the bible.
I've then learn about some sentences in the bible which makes me ponder. Then I come to a conclusion.
Bible is powerful.
The teachings inside contain strong and powerful words that men should abide. Words of wisdom towards attitude, behaviors to people and life itself.
Although I'm not a believer, I believe in what i see.
I happened to fly into the sky and build castles while waiting for the bus that heads home.
It was blazing hot and it shines directly towards the bus seat so I stood behind the shelter before I got melted. I started to read(Save time). While reading and waiting, I kept tilting my head to scan whether the bus was arriving. To my dismay, it's an empty road.
Eventually I finished a chapter while waiting and kept my book since I got a little headache after reading with a background of bright contrast (with the sun ray).
I got a little impatience but kept my nerves down and went behind a big shelter with seats. I didn't moved in earlier because I was hoping for a quick wait. It seems it didn't get my way.
After I moved into it and get myself comfortable, here it was, the bus that I waited for a chapter.
Of course, I got in and I wondered. Life's just like that, a series of unseen tales. Whenever you expect to come, it don't.
So for the next time, I shall not 'look forward' for the bus but to wait for something to arrive. I don't know what but wait.
Maybe you will appear? Haha!
P.S It applies to anxiety too. There's no point for worrying tomorrow but to do your best today.
Cheers!
Browse through my playlist and play this song.
When Somebody Loves You Back - Teddy Pendergrass
Satu Dua Tiga Empat Lima Enam Tujuh Lapan Sembilan Kosong.
Oh hi there, for you have seen, you guessed it right! I am learning Malay. Bahasa Melayu.
You may be curious why but, i just think that, to learn another language will benefits me in many ways. Therefore i am trying best to master it. :)
With Khalis beside me learning Korean, life makes easier for two students who set out to learn something with our own will. Wish us luck!
Imagine yourself stuck at the roadside building roads during peak hours of the day. In addition, those harmful gases emit from the busy cars and you had breathed them all into your precious body.
Imagine yourself hung up high around 10th storey with only the main frame of the building. No walls, no bricks just some huge metal bar combined together where you felt the wind might blew you off if it's a little stronger. When you looked down, you saw tiny little yellow hats moving around and everything seems so small way high above.
Imagine yourself stuck in the drain having to destroy the side and to rebuild it. Using your bare hands, you reach into the drain to pick up trash or to remove debris along the way.
Can you imagine yourself to do something so "crude"? Well, in fact. That's what our fellow Bangladeshi have been doing. The government had to offshore them here because we can't do it because of our ever improving standard of living. However the building cannot stop there. Therefore this is where they came in. All the way from their hometown wishing to come here to have a good start but to know what they do were really ironic since some of them were degrees holder.
That's why we shouldn't look them with the "smelly", "Bangladeshi", "outcast" and "inhuman" way. We should treat them as equal, as human.
Although sometime bad news were linked to them, we shouldn't condemned them all. It's just a wolf in a flock of cattle.
Let's make it a beautiful loving country.
Ever heard of anything called the game plan? Perhaps "Project Management" will sound more familiar to you. Anyway, my point is that when you do anything, you must have a plan.
Therefore I've made myself one. Things that i shall do to enrich my everyday life.
In our daily life, we always make big or small decisions regardless where and who we are.
Some decisions may affect people around you.
When it does involve with others, we tend to allow the relationship with that person to take over priority of the actual solution which it may hurt them.
When things are done, it's done. Whether it hurt them or not, if we have the rights and it's right to make the decision, nothing should become a barrier.
Sometime when i saw a person that was affected by my decision. I tend to look down at the floor. As if i did something wrong and i felt guilty. Doesn't know why but, i think from now on, i will hold my head high and face them eye to eye.
I make the decision and therefore i respect it.
Imagine that you have to draw something like this picture above from scratch and to add in IP addresses and names for each of them accurately. This was what i did for the whole day. Every little IP addresses and names connected up with the corect routers and switches.
Although things are tough, i am glad i got the chance to do this. It's suitable for someone with the perfection personality which will need you to design the diagrams correctly and pleasant for the eyes. I have to becareful with every little changes i made.
Like the title says, "When small things plays a part". Even a space would make the thing seems so unprofessional. It's like life, when you have to boil water, iron the clothes, dry the clothes etc.. When it seems so unsignificant, it's impact is big.
Therefore, start the small things now! Make it part of you and things will seem smooth sailing ahead with clear blue sky.
Even though i had just entered the world of the adults. The atmosphere of excellence and competition have already engulfed me.
I have gotten several tasks recently. This is what my boss told me, "In the working life, actually it's very very easy. It's a matter whether you want to do it or not. In order for you to impress your boss, you have to excel in your work. Always ask yourself whether this is the best it can be done. Improve and impress."
These words have surface on my mind again and again. In order to survive you have to improve. Maybe Yong Liang had already knew this and excelled. Although we are far away now, it's not too late to start. I will catch up to him and show him that, i can be the "helpdesk" too.
P.S You watch out ah Yong Liang!
